

あなたから愛されてしまうと
無性に死にたくなってしまうわ
「キライジャナイケド、ナンカムリ。」
ひとり あたしなんてひとり
知って欲しいのに知られるのは恐いから
だって誰にも理解されないから
「ナニカンガエテルカ、ワカンナインダヨネ。」
あたしはあなたに相応しくはないから
どうせ...どうせ...愛されないの
これ以上近づいてこないで
寂しくなる夜の隙間が
唯一の居場所なの
あどけなく笑う君が嫌いだな
あたしが好きじゃないから
片想いでフリーズしてイタイこの恋心
ずっと理想のまんまでいて
追いかけていたいの
どうせ終わる儚い恋はエモい?
あたし失恋界隈
本当は愛されたいのに報われたくないのはどうして?
この悩みがバレて仕舞えばどんな顔するだろう
もうちょっと浸っていたいの
実れない片想いに
アンビバレント
傷つくのが怖いから作り笑顔で
ありふれた幸せなんて掴めない
それでも期待してイタイの
諦めるたび壊れていく心
これが失恋界隈
火照って、冷めて、火照って、を繰り返す
喜怒哀楽のどれでもない
好きって言って、言われて、嫌になる
抜け出せない
抜け出したくないの!!!
あどけなく笑う君が好きだった
今でも思い出して泣いてしまう
しわくちゃの笑み
幻の両想い
隣にいたいよ
あどけなく笑う君が嫌いだった
あたしが好きじゃないから
片想いでフリーズしたまんまの恋心
きっと理想は叶わない
それでもいいの
どうせ終わる儚い恋はエモい?
あたし失恋界隈
FOREVER 失恋界隈
- Lyricist
Mei Kamino
- Composer
Mei Kamino
- Recording Engineer
Yasuomi Masuda
- Mixing Engineer
Yasuomi Masuda
- Mastering Engineer
Yasuomi Masuda
- Vocals
Miku Motomatsu, Mei Kamino

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Love Complex
neopanda
The third single by neopanda, a music unit based on the concept of "listening to girls' manga," is a collaboration between Mei Kamino, the creator of "Cream Soda and Chandelier," and Miku Motomatsu, the guest vocalist of "Maple (Motoki Omori)" and former member of "PLUSONICA".
This track boldly dives into the raw emotional struggles that complicate love - such as the "frog effect" (a sudden loss of romantic interest once feelings are returned) and attachment issues - both of which are hot-button topics on social media. From the poignant piano intro to the emotionally charged guitar line that anchors the song, every note pulls at the heartstrings. The driving tempo adds an irresistible intensity, making this rock ballad a truly unforgettable listen.
Bringing the song's delicate emotional shifts to life are the illustrations and manga by Haruko, a breakout manga artist gaining buzz on Shueisha's "Manga Meets" platform. A stunning fusion of sound and visuals, this piece is an early showcase of neopanda at its finest - captivating both eyes and ears in one unforgettable experience.
Artist Profile
neopanda
Since January 1, 2025, neopanda has been posting demo tracks on social media, gradually revealing its unique artistic vision. Based on the concept of "listening to girls' manga," the unit delivers pure and emotionally resonant music inspired by the rich narratives found in shoujo and josei manga. On April 13, they released their debut single "Madness-Saturday," followed by the second single "Sadistic Romance" on May 14. Neopanda is a bold project that reimagines Japan's globally celebrated manga culture, particularly manga created for and about young women, and transforms it into music that conveys the thrill, heartache, and emotional intensity often found in those stories. Each release is accompanied by carefully crafted visual content, including original manga drawn by professional artists and music videos that bring those illustrations to life through animation and storytelling. By blending sound and manga-based visuals, neopanda offers a fresh and immersive way to experience music that speaks to both the heart and the imagination.
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