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I Don't Know Myself

Banana

What’s my favorite color again?

It changes with the mood I’m in

Yesterday it was blue, today it’s red

Who knows what tomorrow will bring instead

What kind of music do I like?

Pop, rock, or maybe something classical

Everyone seems to have the right answer

But for me, it’s still invisible

I don’t know myself, I keep asking why

What do I love, what makes me feel alive?

Like leaves swaying in the breeze

My heart keeps shifting, never at ease

Could anyone love someone like me?

I don’t even know what clothes to wear

Every day, I’m stuck staring at my closet

Chasing trends feels exhausting

But playing it safe feels so boring

What’s my favorite place to be?

A quiet café, or a bustling city street?

No matter where I go, I never belong

That’s the feeling I’ve had all along

I don’t know myself, staring in the mirror

Who’s that person? It’s never been clearer

Like clouds changing shape in the sky

My mind keeps drifting, I don’t know why

Could it be okay to just be me?

What I’m searching for isn’t the answer

But the courage to embrace the changes

Liking more than one thing is fine

Maybe that’s how I’ll feel alive

I think I’m starting to understand, just a little

I’m taking small steps, even if I still feel brittle

My heart may waver, but that’s a part of me

I don’t have to rush to decide what to be

Maybe someday I’ll learn to love who I am

A favorite color, a favorite place

Still searching, but at my own pace

And that’s okay, I’ll take my time

To find the “me” that feels just right

  • Lyricist

    Banana

  • Composer

    Banana

  • Producer

    Banana

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