I'm being corrupted by apathy
That's too heavy a word to put away with "laziness"
So I'm trapped in a fear that no one will ever understand
(Never understood)
The rightness that someone has shown
Only applies to normal people
The feeling of isolation is
Emphasized by your words
Misinterpretation
Can you imagine?
Your kindness is making heretics suffer
If you think it's a sin to stagnate
Then tell me how to move on
You've never faced me, you just assumed
Should I disappear?
It is as if I am rejected by the world
A little discomfort gradually takes shape
I can't move
I can't move anymore
Fix me now
I don't want to be miserable any more
I just pray one day this suffering will end
But nothing, but nothing has changed today
If you think it's a sin to stagnate
Then tell me how to move on
You've never faced me, you just assumed
(You just assumed)
I fight the urge to die every day
Paralyze me with poison before I fall apart
I don't care if all a sham
And the day ends, leaving me again
Self-Hatred strikes me again
I can't breathe
Like a faulty machine
I been lost something
I made mistake
Over and over again
This leaden body is
Drowning into the deep
Sea of grief
There is no light
And yet the sun will rise again
Frozen time starts moving
Regardless of my will
Then I decided to try to live a little longer
Cuz the flowers were beautiful wet with morning dew
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Aporath
愛媛県松山市発、Emo/Post-Hardcoreバンド「Aporath」 2022年11月にRayllinkのGtとしても活動中のみーくんと元behind the dawn.Voのjuにより結成。同年12月にBa.ぶっちゃんを向かい入れ3人となった。2023年2月22日に1st single「Faded leaf」のリリース発表と共に活動開始。 2000's~2010'sのEmo/Post-Hardcore/Metalcoreをルーツに、現代のサウンドを織り交ぜた楽曲をVo.juの儚くも力強い声が歌い上げる。
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