Lyric

I fired blindly, again and again

As if I tried to kill fear and pain

Only failures kept piling up

It was far too heavy to take up

No one can ever escape from that

The moment we feel fear, we react

There’s no room left to think or choose

What we'll do

Not to lose money

It would mean losing my time

Not to lose my name

It would mean people would walk away

I kept believing with my eyes closed

Pushed logic aside

And I played like I knew it was right

If I can feel “hurt,” if I can feel “tough,”

I’m alive

This loneliness proves my life

No need to hesitate to lay myself bare, raw

Now I can tell why I am “I.”

I need to decide, to choose who I’ll become

Even with no turning back, I’ll be off

We long for heaven, yet pass through the grave

It’s a silly joke I can’t laugh at

This pain still stings as it tells my life

Yet hope keeps filling me

I'll walk along this road, so long

See you at the end

Of this lonely road

Not to lose money

It would mean losing my time

Not to lose my name

It would mean people would walk away

I kept believing with my eyes closed

Pushed logic aside

And I played like I knew it was right

I fired with precision, then

I lost track once more, again

It pierced the target, letting a faint, trembling sound ring out

There was no arrogance in my heart

No words came out from my throat

I was crying at last for what I longed for

If I can feel “hurt,” if I can feel “tough,”

I’m alive

This loneliness proves my life

No need to hesitate to lay myself bare, raw

Now I can tell why I am “I.”

I need to decide, to choose who I’ll become

Even with no turning back, I’ll be off

We long for heaven, yet pass through the grave

It’s a silly joke I can’t laugh at

This pain still stings as it tells my life

Yet hope keeps filling me

I'll walk along this road, so long

See you at the end

Of this lonely road