Lyric

I kept hitting her ugly fuckin' face

Pumping the hate into my fist

Destroying, raping her past

I swallow everything

I run away from the pain, I still can't feel the pleasure

I hate myself my fuckin' self

I will be running away from this pain for eternity

Losing my common senses, losing my skills to understand

The infection on my body is quick and strong

I can't take this pain anymore

Will this go on until I enter my coffin

Help me, Make it better

It hurts so much

You're the one that's torturing me

It's all your fault, you're the cause

I'll ruin everything that you treasure, your family your friends all of your prized possessions

After all the bullshit finished and gone, I'll burn down the fuckin' house that protected you

You fuckin' Backstabber

Let the vengeance control yourself

I use up my anger and my vengeance

I stare at my bloody hands

Feelling lost and empty

The self-hatred never disappeared

What the fuck am I

Maybe I'll never know

Hating myself for not choosing a side

I spit out the pain, but it will never disappear

The vengeance and desolation from being betrayed, controlled my body

No faith in me