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Now it is the Reiwa era, the year 2025, but this album gathers songs that were sung between 1990 and 2012. Even the newest among them is already thirteen years old. I saw many different landscapes. They all came to different ends. But in any case, I was always sad. That is why I needed a lot of alcohol. Unless I dulled my brain with alcohol or some other means, reality would crush me.
Only in the back alleys at midnight could I breathe. Under the dim streetlights, I could always spot the sleeping cats, no matter how far away they were.
And then there was the money. Maybe because I always walked with my head down, I kept finding money. A wrinkled thirty thousand yen bill lying in a puddle-I picked it up and dried it with an electric fan. There was no salvation anywhere, but I could not abandon hope. Yet that very refusal to give up hope became the cause of suffering. That was how I lived.
What? Now? Well...yes, of course, I am still sad.
(Because I am alive.)
No lies, no drunkenness, no imperfections, beautiful margins, music and other things that act on reality instead of delusion. It's as if the zip file I threw at you unzipped and opened up a new emotion in you. I always want to create something like that. I will connect you to the music as a medium, but the work will be reconstructed and completed by your hands. Or it may be spat upon and simply forgotten. Either way, your mind has made a choice and moved on. That's what you got done, not me. That's how all creations are given life. It is you who is giving life. Thank you for keeping me alive today.
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