暮れかけの街灯 足元だけ照らして
叫びたいのに 声がひっこむ場所
手のひらの震え 隠すように握り締め
「まだ我慢したい」って 胸に刻み込む
スマホの画面見つめ 通知は全部既読に
「大丈夫？」のひと言が 重くのしかかるけど
返事できんまま 吐息だけが夜を彷徨う
それでもワイは ここで歯を食いしばる
マダガマン、シマイタイ
ヒトリキリの夜に 声を潰しても
マダガマン、シマイタイ
その先の光を まだ信じたいんや
古びたベンチに腰かけ 背中丸めたまま
過去の足跡が 胸の中で疼いて
瞬きさえ怖くて 目蓋に記憶を閉じ込め
「まだ耐えたい」って 静かに自分に言う
遠くで鳴く猫の声が 胸をかすめても
振り返る勇気も 声を出す余裕もない
だけど夜の空気が その胸を優しく包み
また一歩だけ 前へ進ませてくれるねん
マダガマン、シマイタイ
闇に溶けた声さえ 抱え込むから
マダガマン、シマイタイ
見えんゴールでも まだ探したいんや
マダガマン、シマイタイ
ヒトリキリの夜に 声を潰しても
マダガマン、シマイタイ
その先の光を まだ信じたいんや
夜明けが来るまで この足跡残しつつ
声が消えても ワイはまだここにおる
「大丈夫？」って聞かれても
逆に胸の奥が 燃え上がるだけやから…
- Lyricist
Shiroi WAN:CO
- Composer
Shiroi WAN:CO
- Producer
Shiroi WAN:CO
- Vocals
Shiroi WAN:CO
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Mada Gaman, Shimaitai
Shiroi WAN:CO
SHIROIwanco presents Mada Gaman, Shimaitai.
"I want to cry."
"I want to run away."
"I don't want to do anything today."
And yet, somewhere deep inside, another voice quietly says:
**"I'm not finished yet."**
That feeling became this song.
You do not have to completely recover today.
You do not have to suddenly become strong.
Sitting alone on a bench, being unable to reply to a message, or simply stopping for a while does not mean your story is over.
Even the smallest step forward is still a step.
And on the cover, while a silver-haired man wrestles with the weight of existence, a white Kishu dog casually appears carrying a box of dog food.
As if to say:
**"Life crisis later. Dinner first."**
Sometimes, that might be exactly the kind of wisdom we need.
"Mada Gaman, Shimaitai." is not a song telling you to endure pain forever.
It is a song for that tiny part of you that still whispers:
**"I don't want to give up just yet."**
If that voice is still there, then perhaps there is still another tomorrow waiting for you.
Artist Profile
Shiroi WAN:CO
ShiroiWAN:CO is a Japanese rock project driven by the raw spirit of Kansai, blending powerful rock music with honest emotions, humor, vulnerability, and hope. Its songs speak to the feelings people often struggle to put into words: doubt, loneliness, regret, inner conflict, and the quiet strength it takes to keep moving forward. The message is simple: You do not have to be perfectly strong. You do not have to choose between black and white. You only have to keep walking the path chosen by your own heart. With direct Kansai-dialect lyrics, intense rock energy, and a white dog as its symbolic icon, ShiroiWAN:CO creates a unique world where darkness meets light, sadness meets laughter, and weakness becomes part of strength. At the heart of the music is one belief: Black or white, they are both me. ShiroiWAN:CO turns the struggles of everyday life into songs that stay close to the listener, sometimes with a scream, sometimes with a laugh, but always with the courage to take one more step. This is rock with a Kansai soul.
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