

太陽の下、疲労困憊で
月明かり頼りにたどり着く
紫煙の中のミクロコスモスは
魔女たちが跋扈するHell
命の水をすすり、血を飲んで
自動的なドーナツトーク
僕にとってはこんな瞬間が
脳汁スパークするHeaven
あの子もこの子もみんな好き
乱痴気妄想に身を委ね
ようやく体が宙に溶けてきて
あらゆる境目を消したい
酒飲みたい酒飲みたい酒飲みたいわけじゃなく
キスしたい付き合ってやりたいわけもなく
ただいつも隠してる衝動を解き放ってみたい
朦朧として石につまづいて
毎晩血だらけになっています
かさぶたが僕らを強くすると言って
包帯まみれ in the hospital
同情しかあの子の気を引けない
刹那的で無意味な誘惑
僕にとってはこんな瞬間も
めっちゃ大切な real love
あの子もこの子もみんな死ね
逆恨み八つ当たりし放題
今度は頭も宙に溶けてきて
完全体を目指したい
恋がしたい愛されたいほだされたいわけじゃなく
気持ち悪いと罵倒されたいわけもなく
ただいつも避けている結末を目の当たりにしたい
絶望の先に希望が訪れる
諦めがさとりをひらかせる
恥ずかしさが成長をもたらす
醜い自分を受け止めるのがスタート
酒飲みたい酒飲みたい酒飲みたいわけじゃなく
キスしたい付き合ってやりたいわけもなく
ただいつも隠してる衝動を解き放ってみたい
恋がしたい愛されたいほだされたいわけじゃなく
気持ち悪いと罵倒されたいわけもなく
ただいつも避けている結末を目の当たりにしたい
- Lyricist
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- Composer
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- Producer
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- Songwriter
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- Programming
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Dive Bar
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- 2
The cycle of the soul.
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- 3
Shura-Shurara
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- 4
intolerance
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- 5
I'll leave you alone.
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George my senior
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- 7
What are we?
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The silhouette of her face.
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agnosticism
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A prayer in a back alley (feat. aoi)
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A loveless world is a deeply introspective album that explores the inner life of a man living in the modern city.
It does not depict a world without love, but rather a world where love fails to reach. People touch, yet never truly understand each other. Words are exchanged, yet meanings remain distant. Anonymous hostility, emotional disconnection, discomfort with ones own body, and an unspoken loneliness these elements quietly accumulate beneath everyday life.
Yet this album is not merely a portrait of despair. It is, at its core, a study of human resilience. Even within imperfection, people continue to live, to feel, and to search. It is not that love does not exist it is that we do not quite know how to express or receive it. In that struggle, humanity appears fragile, awkward, and yet profoundly sincere.
Set against a backdrop of technology-driven sound, the album contrasts cold, mechanical textures with deeply human emotions. What emerges is a subtle warmth within a seemingly indifferent world.
This tension between isolation and persistence is the essence of A loveless world.
Artist Profile
toshi
Born in Aichi Prefecture, raised in the Kansai region, currently residing in Minato Ward, Tokyo. After many years working in human resources, I have published over 20 books in the field. I write regular columns for newspapers, magazines, and web media. Now, seeking a career change, I have begun writing lyrics. With the exception of the lyrics, everything is created by AI, allowing me to produce music entirely on my own. Drawing on my extensive experience in HR and the many careers and life stories I have witnessed, I hope to create songs that explore the mysteries of life, profound struggles, universal anxieties and sorrows, and the question of what it truly means to be happy. I look forward to sharing this journey with you.
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