Lyric

Burning heat I cannot contain

Haunts me like a restless dream

Tracing curves with my hands

My voice escapes, spilling out

The nightmare I saw scorches my skin

Sin and pleasure, tangled as one

I splash water to cool myself

Yet desire spikes again

Annoyed, I wait for my hair to dry

Endless comfort, never enough

I’ve long forgotten what truly hurts

And again, the nightmare takes me

I wash these dirty hands of mine

But the fire inside won’t fade…

This empty act that bears no fruit

Tricks my heart into feeling less sorrow

Forcing a smile I no longer want

I’ve grown so tired of pretending

The night’s unseen demons control me

Exposing everything I hold inside

All that’s left scattered on the floor

Is nothing but sweat and emptiness

“They say she’s tempting the one I love again”

Rumors I can’t bear, I want to block my ears

Yet that “she” is really me

I can see it, through the eyes of whispers

What I remember…

Is that yesterday feels erased

I’m still trapped inside this nightmare

Could I recall what truly hurts?

From afar, whispers return again

“They’re always like this” -

“Changing every day, a different creature” -

“Meeting or parting, never happens” -

I feel there was someone precious

Even if it hurts…

Once more I wash my hands

Afraid they might be tainted

When did I forget, and what did I forget?

(Your name… that once mattered…)

My body temperature keeps falling…

This love that bears no fruit

Fades away, tricking my heart

Even forcing smiles

I’ve long forgotten how to pretend

To the one whose name I cannot recall

I surrender all, controlled completely

“Even proper happiness was never mine to claim!”

The night’s unseen demons hold me tight

Exposing everything I hide inside

All that’s left scattered on the floor

Is nothing but sweat and emptiness