現実逃避はもうやめた
直視してしまえば案外簡単
真っ裸で鏡の前に立って見つめる情け無い私のようなもの
何も怖くないでしょう？
それを受け入れてしまえばあとはどうしたいかだけ
それから目を逸らさずに
心配しないで天国は堕ちてこないの
あなたから向かわない限りは
階段を登ればいいたとえ無様でも
足を止めてしまってもいい
せめて倒れるときは前に転がれるように
論理武装ももうやめた
私は私を守ってるその意味不明な言葉の壁で
けど わたくしは「私」を閉じ込めているのその同じ壁の中に
撃たれることを恐れなければこの暗い部屋からも抜け出せる
眩しい光の洪水の中へ
被害妄想も強がりもやめて
弱さをさらけだして
塗り固めた嘘さえも全部
そしたら最後に残るのは
また笑えるようになった 本当の私
だったらいいね
- Lyricist
Play Of Color
- Composer
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- Producer
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- Synthesizer
Play Of Color
Listen to I hope so by Play Of Color
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- 1
There is hope
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- 2
I wouldn't have died
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- 3
It already has
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- 4
Beautiful Zombie
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- 5
Start of a New Day
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I hope so
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- 7
Temporary
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- 8
Angel with Faded Wings
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- 9
For Your Smile Again
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- 10
Sulky Girl.
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- 11
Anata
Play Of Color
The Vocaloid-style summer album *"Sulky Girl."*, produced by the lyricist **Play Of Color**, will be released digitally in July 2025.
Beaten down by the world,
Curled up smal--
Poor little me, just a sulky bug.
Created with the hope that such *Sulky Girls* might find a reason to live, this self-produced album contains 11 tracks.
"There's no such thing as hope."
So I sulked, twisted, and shut myself off.
----A dialogue between who I was back then and who I am now.
With lyrics that speak as if whispering to the heart, this album pierces deeper into the sulking soul-laying bare the wounds, facing them, purifying them, and ultimately allowing healing to begin.
