Lyric

I’m tired of fighting you

We’ve done this a thousand times

Sipping on my cup of tea alone

Did you know I cried last night?

Somehow every single day

We ran out of words to say

Sleeping back to back again

Texting cruel things right before bed

Always raining inside my chest, no sun will ever break through

Fear keeps growing every night—I smashed the cup and screamed

I hate you, I really hate you

You’re only kind to everybody else

Why can’t you see how lonely I am, why won’t you understand me?

Wish we’d never met at all, regrets keep flooding desperately

Filling up my heart with darkness, hate is all that’s left in me

Making up again

Too easy it’s almost a joke

Drinking now‑cold tea alone

Did you know I forced a smile?

Every day the pressure grew

Anger burning out of control

Every time I tried to speak

The words were heavy, drowning me

Always lost inside the dark, I couldn’t even see you

Fear was breaking me apart—I punched the wall in silence

I hate you, I swear I hate you

Even the way you kiss has changed

You think I never noticed anything, you think I’m blind forever

Wish I’d never loved you once, regrets keep overflowing

Sadness pulls me underwater, choking me without escape

Holding our photo tight, crumpled in my shaking hands

If I burn the memories, would it finally stop the pain?

I hate you, I swear I hate you

Even the touch on my cheek feels wrong

You promised you would never leave me lonely, remember?

Wish I’d never loved you once, regrets keep drowning everything

Filling up my chest with poison, hating you until I break

Truth is—I love you still

Even if every word was a lie

You were the one who held me, loved me harder than anyone

If we could start again—another useless wish

Tears overflow, and now they won’t stop falling anymore