

Lyric
Cold Heart
Xanny O'stin, RME
Told you imma change, but looks like still the same
Thought old me was an old me, but still am an old me
夢がだけがデカくなり,現実はlow key
壊れないためだけに生きてるように
でも進むcuz I don’t wanna lose
2つの意味でお前のこともdon’t wanna lose
このままだと2人とも沈んでいく
So I gotta change, that’s what I been trying to do
俺なら行けるんだと始めたgame
イキり過ぎた昔 just like Ben10
3年やって売れないなら才能なんかねえ
言ってたけど気づいたら6年目
それでも未だに追いかけてるdream
信じてる俺ならば最後にはwin
心配そうに見守るお前を背に
ゴールテープのない道をひたすら走る
I got cold heart, What you feelin now
お前の気持ちは未だにわからないまま
I got cold heart, what you feelin now
お前に言わせてみれば俺はただのわがまま
溺れるemotions
遅れるmotion
But gotta keep going
I have to stay focused
いつものように
迎えてるmorning
昨日より幸せでいられるように
目が覚めたら部屋に香ってるcoffee
影は短い、とっくに過ぎてるmorning
時計を見て、damn10分でI gotta ready
急がないとだけど忘れずにkiss my baby
3分でshower, 2分で服を選ぶ
その間にお前がcookingするんだ俺のbreakfast
俺の本気の飯より美味いって、やば
Never let you go baby, please stay by my side
You say “What’s the matter?”
Don’t mind me I’m alright now
気にされる度痛むんだ頭
誤魔化すために重ねる身体
でも見せられない心の裸
飾ってるガーベラは枯れたまま
3日前に買った来たばっかなのにさ
大切だけどすぐ枯れさせてしまう
いつも思う、よく似てるお前と花
I got cold heart, What you feelin now
ぶつかるたびに頭によぎる”さよなら”
I got cold heart, what you feelin now
でも変わらないなら俺はただのバカ
溺れるemotions
遅れるmotion
But gotta keep going
I have to stay focused
心写し、乗せる音に
明日を笑顔で迎えれるように
- Lyricist
Xanny O'stin
- Composer
RME
- Producer
RME
- Recording Engineer
RME
- Mixing Engineer
RME
- Mastering Engineer
RME
- Guitar
RME
- Vocals
Xanny O'stin

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Cold Heart
Xanny O'stin, RME
Tokyo-based rapper Xanny Ostin returns with his new single Cold Heart a deeply personal track that captures the emotional tension between ambition, self-doubt, and intimacy.
Blending English and Japanese seamlessly, Cold Heart portrays the inner conflict of chasing a dream that refuses to become reality while trying not to lose the person standing closest to you. Rather than glorifying success, the song lingers in the in-between: the long mornings, the rushed routines, the unspoken worries, and the fear of staying the same.
Through understated yet vivid storytelling coffee-scented rooms, hurried showers, shared breakfasts Xanny Ostin grounds the track in everyday life. These ordinary moments become reflections of a deeper struggle: wanting to change, knowing you must change, but still finding yourself stuck halfway.
The phrase Cold Heart doesnt imply emotional numbness. Instead, it represents a state of emotional survival moving forward despite confusion, pressure, and vulnerability. Over a restrained hiphop production Xanny Ostin delivers an honest narrative about persistence, emotional distance and the quiet determination to keep going.
Cold Heart speaks to anyone caught between who they are and who they're trying to become.
Artist Profile
Xanny O'stin
Balancing urban stillness with loneliness and quiet passion Xanny Ostin is a bilingual rapper who paints contrasting cityscapes through both English and Japanese. His sound gentle yet carrying a hint of solitude offers a calm, intimate presence that steadily resonates with listeners. Born in Sagamihara Kanagawa and raised in Machida Tokyo he left high school in 2019 and moved to the United States to attend a university in Washington State. In 2020 he began releasing music as Xanny Ostin and transferred to a university in Los Angeles the following year. After returning to Tokyo in 2023 he has continued to create and release work with both domestic and international audiences in mind. distinctive musicality his music continues to present a new form of music to audiences worldwide.
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