Lyric

My heart is still shrouded in a misty haze

Time passes before you know it

You vanished suddenly that day

Leaving only regret behind

You left without a word

And now I've outlived you

I picked up the habit of smoking since we last met

But coffee still eludes me

I wonder if you found peace

Your feelings are beyond my grasp

I keep checking the screen, a bright voice may call again

Only to look away

The time we spent laughing wasn't a lie

Or so I try to convince myself

Forgetting to confront the truth

I couldn't even fathom such a future

Is it sunny where you are?

I'm still not ready to go

So I will stay a little longer

I don't know what's best for you

I'd never heard you speak of dark things

Your smiling face still lingers in my mind

In my youth, I could only think of myself

That day

I realized I'd never hear your voice again

The train ride back home that we took together

Felt so much longer than usual

I wonder if you found peace

Your feelings are beyond my grasp

I keep checking the screen, a bright voice may call again

Only to look amay

The time we spent laughing wasn't a lie

Or so I try to convince myself

Forgetting to confront the truth

I couldn't even fathom such a future

There's nothing there

You can not hear, No matter how my Voice

Like smoke that vanishes when you grasp it

Realizing what you've lost only when it's too late

The most precious things are often right beside you