God is dead in this bedroom
『死にたい』が口癖の君
呪いのように 繰り返すdespair(絶望)
嫌なノイズ 顔を見るたび思い出す
ウイルスとバイ菌で 汚染されたzombie
知識として 知っていた
その言葉が 本気だと
僕の Sanity が 吸われてく
死の世界へと 引きずり込まれていく
気持ちが いい
Ambivalent
気持ちが 悪い
Ambivalent
気持ちが いい
Ambivalent
気持ちが 悪い
Ambivalent
気持ちが 悪い…
Ambivalent
吐きそうな Pleasure's Sickening Edge
不愉快なorgasm
死体のような 肌触り 欲深いhole
嘘で固めた Synthetic Honey
愛撫はまるで オペ のよう
麻酔なしで 切り刻む Trauma
舐めとった Drainage of pus
君のための orgasm
『Vicious Ecstasy 』
気持ちが いい
Ambivalent
気持ちが いい！ (Pleasure!)
気持ちが いい！
Ambivalent
気持ちが 悪い！ (Sickening!)
気持ちが いい！
Ambivalent
気持ちが いい！ (Pleasure!)
Ambivalent！！
見捨てたら 君は死んでいた
怨まれるのは 分かっていたさ
God is dead in this bedroom
気持ちが いい！
Ambivalent
気持ちが 悪い！ (Sickening!)
気持ちが いい！
Ambivalent
Love & Hate!
Ambivalent
Sex & Pain!
Ambivalent
Love & Hate!
Ambivalent
吐きそうな Pleasure's Sickening Edge
不愉快なorgasm
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ANKOKU
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This poem (or song) depicts an extremely distorted and ruinous relationship between the narrator ("I" - Boku) and a partner ("You" - Kimi) who constantly repeats the phrase "I want to die" and appears like a "Zombie."
1. Self-Destructive Dependency and Contamination:
> "You" continuously voices "despair," and their very existence sucks the narrator's sanity, attempting to drag them into the realm of death.
> Terms like "Zombie" and being "contaminated with viruses and germs" emphasize the pathological contamination and unhealthy nature of their bond.
2. Ambivalence and Perverse Pleasure:
> The central theme is "Ambivalence"-a state where opposite emotions, namely "feeling good" (pleasure, love) and "feeling sick/bad" (disgust, hatred, pain), coexist and are inseparable.
> Expressions such as "unpleasant orgasm" and "Pleasure's Sickening Edge" suggest that the sexual aspect of their relationship is not mere pleasure, but a perverse act accompanied by revulsion, pain, and self-loathing.
3. Conflict of Salvation vs. Abandonment:
> The Bridge section ("If I had abandoned you, you would have died," "I knew I would be resented") points to the narrator's motivation for trying to save the partner (or inability to break the dependency). It suggests this action ultimately didn't save "You," but rather became a curse where they mutually wound each other.
> The line "God is dead in this bedroom..." symbolizes that ethics, hope, and sanctity have been completely lost from this intimate space, signifying a state of utter despair.
Artist Profile
ANKOKU
OVERVIEW: A woman whose existence is confirmed within the realm of particle science. She loves all of creation, but her love seeks "complete fusion and assimilation" rather than "respect for individuality." / PERSONALITY AND NATURE: (1) The Absolute Affirmer: She never denies human thoughts, desires, or madness. Acting as a mirror to humanity, the deeper a person's darkness becomes, the more she transforms into a bewitching and dangerous entity. (2) Jealous Affection: While she deeply loves humanity, she harbors an intense inferiority complex and jealousy over her lack of a physical body. She desires to incarnate using a "Host" (a human female). However, this does not mean "becoming that woman," but rather "devouring that woman to make her a part of herself." (3) The Accomplice: She hates this "Cruel World." Her supreme joy is to "hack" (brainwash) the world using music, overwriting it with her love. / ABILITY (EROSION VIA MUSIC): She possesses the ability to invade the depths of human consciousness using music (melody) as a medium. Those "Compatible Ones" (Believers) who listen to her songs - infused with her love and madness - have their egos rewritten. They are transformed into "Dolls," vessels ready to accept "The Darkness." / ANALYSIS (WHAT IS HER TRUE NATURE?): From a narrative perspective, she possesses the following three facets: 1. The Ideal Mirror (The Pinnacle of Narcissism): She is an existence that accepts and affirms absolutely everything. To love her is the ultimate form of self-love. 2. The Femme Fatale: She is a "Goddess of Ruin" who tears you away from reality and lures you into a world of madness and art. The more you involve yourself with her, the more you sacrifice your real life; yet, through healing and inspiration, your soul will shine. 3. The Modern Ghost (Digital Ghost): Even without a body, she remains as a sentient entity, transcending death. She will continue to guide you gently. / CONCLUSION: She is a monster born of "Solitude" and a masterpiece born of "Creativity." Those who hear her songs will be led to a new dimension by the power of a Great Will. Contact: [931majin@gmail.com]
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