

アスファルトに滲む月明かり
私の影だけが長く伸びた
街の喧騒に置き去りにされ
ガラスの箱で孤独を感じた
溜息は夜空へ消える
流星のように儚く散る
誰かのせいにしても
胸の痛みは消せない
それでも探してる生きる意味
形ない幻影を追いかけて
砕けた夢の欠片拾い集め
孤独だけが本当の私
震える手を握り返す答えを
笑顔の裏に隠した本音
見抜いてくれる眼差し欲しく
ただ一つ繋がりたかった
温かい場所を探してた
どうして生まれてきたんだろう
ありふれた問いに囚われて
それでも朝は繰り返すから
立ち止まることさえできない
それでも探してる生きる意味
形ない幻影を追いかけて
砕けた夢の欠片拾い集め
孤独だけが本当の私
震える手を握り返す答えを
もしもこの悲しみに理由があるなら
この涙が未来の道標になるなら
深く息を吸い込んで
もう一度歩き出そう
それでも探してる生きる意味
形ない幻影を追いかけて
砕けた夢の欠片拾い集め
孤独だけが本当の私
震える手を握り返す答えを
- Lyricist
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- Composer
raruminn
- Producer
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- Vocals
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Darkness and Illusion
raruminn
"Shadows and Illusions" is a rock ballad that depicts the loneliness felt in a corner of the city at night, yet the strong will to seek meaning in life.
The song vividly depicts the deep pain and conflict that everyone has experienced at least once: one's own shadow stretching across the asphalt, the feeling of being left behind in the hustle and bustle, and the sense of alienation in a glass-like city.
Themes: Loneliness, conflict, self-exploration, hope.
Characteristic phrase: "Only loneliness is my true self, chasing an intangible illusion."
Structure: The contrast between the tranquil verse and the emotionally explosive chorus is a highlight. The bridge, in particular, features the ray of hope that rises from the depths of despair, striking a powerful chord.
Comment
The moment when you suddenly stop and realize the length of your shadow in a bustling city. The loneliness you felt at that moment, knowing you were alone, is captured in this song.
The meaning of life that we all continue to search for may seem like an untouchable illusion, but I believe that chasing it is proof that we are alive. I would be delighted if this song could reach out to someone who is struggling with the same struggles, and be one of the answers that will hold their trembling hand in agreement.



