My voice, which I hate. (The story)

[Original Song] My Voice I Dislike - Full Version

I hate my own voice, and every morning I look in front of the mirror and think, "I wish I would die."
This low, smearing, and trembling voice hurts me and makes me choke.
But if this voice disappears... I feel like no one will ever call my name again, so I can't erase it.

Even though I hate myself the most,
If someone says, "I love that voice," I'd collapse and go crazy, wanting it so much that I'd cry.
This song is a trembling and unleashing all the conflicting cries of my heart.

Can you hear me?
Do you still hate this voice you hate?
... Even if it's a lie, just for a moment is enough.
Please tell me, "I don't dislike it."

I made it thinking that if I listen alone in the middle of the night and my heart aches, that's okay.
Your "disliked parts" might also be an important voice for someone.