Lyric

I gave up prayers I used to know

In a crystal world that never glows

White room breathing quiet slow

We learned how endings overflow

Small hands shaking under sheets

Time was counting broken beats

Strangers close like family

Borrowed hearts in frailty

Even wishes soft and plain

Fade like dust inside the rain

Every “normal” dream we kept

Was thinner than the sleep we slept

Like a doll in tatters torn

Stitched again but never whole

Crushed and trampled, reborn worn

Still we smiled to cheat the cold

Fallen angels, wings undone

No right left to face the sun

God won’t look our way tonight

Judgment falls in sterile light

You say my sins define my name

Holy words cut sharp with blame

Yet in fingertips remains

A warmth no verdict can erase

That fragile heat I still recall

In a world prepared to fall

If I’m breathing at all, it’s true—

I’m alive because of you

Morning light through plastic blinds

Draws a line we can’t unwind

Monitors hum lullabies

Teaching us how hope survives

We traded futures, thin and small

Like paper stars on hospital walls

Counting laughs instead of days

Learning how to cheat decay

If tomorrow never came

Still I’d carry every name

You whispered when the nights were long

Turning fear to borrowed songs

We were never meant to stay

Just flicker bright, then fade away

But in that brief, unfinished time

Your pulse was syncing up with mine

You say my sins define my name

Holy words cut sharp with blame

Yet in fingertips remains

A warmth no verdict can erase

That fragile heat I still recall

In a world prepared to fall

If I’m breathing at all, it’s true—

I’m alive because of you

When the white fades into gray

And even pain begins to sway

I’ll keep the proof I can’t deny—

Your hand in mine, your last goodbye

No wings, no heaven left to find

Just this fragile heart of mine

If I walk on, if I try

It’s your warmth that taught me why