Lyric

Well, I keep writing these my shitty words

Here's the worst reality of me

Some says "The past is the past", but I'm not buying

I used to walk with the desperation in me

Every guttering was all I fear

Fear and tremble feeds me down

That was the only thing that I counted on

I'm still looking in rearview mirror, but I never know what reflect on it

How should I deal with it?

No one's gonna show me the way to go

I wish I could go back when the clock has lost its time

I've tempted afraid of everything that I had thought I washed away, but no matter what it's like I know it's better than this

That'll never destroy us

I know the way how the fear soaking into myself as the cloud hide the moon light and I'm ruthlessly blinded and left to be alone

Last night displaced, but last breath remains

I feel like being outlaid, but if I pretend to be apathy, I feel that I can breath easily

Once I saw the sun rose from the west and sank into the east

Am I cursed?

Does this last toward the end?

I hope I lock myself away until the time I'm fully devoured by the fear I've gone through

I instilled myself growing up and take the control

The sun still sleeps with me helped me falling down

And I know everything was turned it into something never enough

That is never enough

I can't live in this town and can't let you in

They are just killing me

Now I can watch myself decay

I hope it was irreality