Lyric

Please leave me alone

My heart is so wounded

Can't even put on a show

Please let me go

The start I made was all broken

I was starving to cut my arms off

I know they didn't mean to hurt me babe

I know they also had scars unhealed

I know they cared for me so bad

That they wanted from me too much

But I just want all of them to be over right now

I'm so sleepy

Under the moonlight

Seen from the rusty window

I'm so creepy

Frightening the world

Screaming toward the dirty wall

Will you still say this monster deserves existing?

Will you still force this miserable to suffer from hurting?

The answer I want from you is no

Please leave me alone

My heart is full of guilt

Can't even aim for higher

Please let me go

The start I'll make will all be ruined

I am starving to burn me on fire

I know they didn't mean to hurt me babe

I know they also had scars unhealed

I know they cared for me so bad

That they wanted from me too much, too much

But I just want all of them to be over right now

Sirens, phone calls

Whispers talking all about me

Silence, nurse call

Awkward talking with my people

Turning back, depression

Words of abuse full of hatred

Flashbacks, confusions

Words of comfort without affection

I want them f**king to be over right now

I'm so sorry

Under the moonlight

Seen from the rusty window

I'm so worried

Frightening the world

Screaming toward the dirty wall

Will you still say this human deserves existing?

Will you still stay here while I suffer from breathing?

The answer I want from you is yes