Lyric

There are nights which for

Better or worse

Leave their mark

Become a part of us, and

Months of fighting back the urge

To say how we really felt

We bit our tongues

Until they bled

For the sake of silence

Storing incidents in our heads

All the things that we said

So calculated

It was always gonna end with us

In this way

I still feel

The weight of everything

Bearing down on me

And I still see you standing

With that knife in your hand

Telling me not to leave

It was always gonna end with us

In this way

Months of fighting back the urge

To say how we really felt

We put it all on

Each other’s ways

And never on ourselves

And that wasn’t you that night

I know

It was the culmination of

Everything that we’d shut out

And it’s on us both but

It was always gonna end with us

In this way

I still feel

The weight of everything

Bearing down on me

And I still see you standing

With that knife in your hand

Telling me not to leave

It was always gonna end with us

In this way

There are nights which for

Better or worse

Leave their mark

Become a part of us

And there are nights

I'd sooner not remember at all

There are nights which for

Better or worse

Leave their mark

Become a part of us

And there are nights

I'd sooner not remember at all

I still feel

The weight of everything

Bearing down on me

And I still see you standing

With that knife in your hand

Telling me not to leave

It was always gonna end with us

In this way