Sin of My Prayer

"Sin of My Prayer" is a rare, sincere ballad from JYM's Free BGM, the masked clown composer-an unfiltered look into the deeper corners of the heart.

The more the narrator reaches out in prayer, the more distant God seems to feel.
No matter how many times the wish is spoken, nothing changes-
the world remains silent, and the present refuses to break open.

This song lives in the contradiction of faith:
the longing to believe in salvation, and the crushing reality of believing without receiving an answer.
Within its gentle melody lies quiet pain, wordless anger, and a faint light that refuses to die.

If prayer is not salvation but "sin,"
why do we still pray?

"If This Prayer Is a Sin" is a calm confession and a silent scream-
a ballad that lingers like weight in the chest, revealing the truth hidden behind the mask.