Lyric

My legs are heavy, bound in lead

Without thinking, I roll my pants

Unbearable malaise strikes my body

Unable to resist, I give up moving

僕はどうしてしまったんだろう

僕はこれからどうなるんだろう

Knowing the answer

I explain it to myself

The same old story about monoamines

But that knowledge

Cannot clear my malaise

It’s an overwhelmingly gloomy mind

Deep seriousness, far from sadness

Not "don't want to" —

I simply cannot

Feelings rush ahead

Breeding more anxiety

僕はどうしてしまったんだろう

僕はこれからどうなるんだろう

Knowing the answer

I persuade myself

The same old story

That days get better

But those words

Do not quiet my impatience

Suddenly, I think, "I have no worth."

Not social value, value of my soul

It instantly connects to

"the meaning of life."

Sensing danger

I crawl beneath blankets

僕はどうしてしまったんだろう

僕はこれからどうなるんだろう

Knowing the answer... or do I?

I ask myself

But there is no answer

To the meaning of life

Questions with no answers

Boiling over

Malaise, gloom, anxiety

Questioning life's meaning

No matter where or when

They chase me down

I am losing even the places

Where I feel safe

Blindly searching, I stood on a hill

The vast sky, clouds, and wind

Clear blue sky purifies my mind

Changing clouds soften my heart

Wind whispers, "Take your time."

This nature works better than

Prescription drugs now

I should slowly take back a pure heart

Someday, I might find

The meaning of living

When I was finally able to think

That way

The malaise, gloom, anxiety

Impatience, worthlessness—

ほんの、ほんの少しだけ

I felt like they became lighter

ほんの少しだけ

With these feet more at ease, is fine

ほんの少しだけ

Toward tomorrow where hope grows

I walk

ほんの、ほんの少しだけ

Toward the light I could barely see

I walk

僕は歩いてく