

ずっと前に癒えた
はずのまぶたの傷
君がふと触れて
残る痛みを知った
どうしたの?
笑って問いかける
無邪気な君の顔
本当のことは言えなくて
I can't tell you how I really feel
嘘をつく僕に優しい君
I can't tell you how I really feel
乾いた涙がしみるよ
傷が覚えてるよ
あの人の口ぐせ
僕が口にするから
君の癖にもなった
気にしないで
どんなに悲しんでも
よさそな場面でも
あの人は許してくれてた
I can't tell you how I really feel
君と微笑みあっているのに
I can't tell you how I really feel
あの人の影が揺れるよ
あの人の好きだったところを
持っている君だったから
今僕は隣にいるのかもしれない
君を悲しませたくはないのに
あの人のことは忘れられない
君を愛しているのに
But
I can't tell you how I really feel
気がつけば君と影を重ねてる
I can't tell you how I really feel
心のとげがまだひびくよ
- Lyricist
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- Composer
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- Producer
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- Programming
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Listen to Melancholic Again by toshi
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Melancholic Again
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Transit
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- 3
Lookism
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- 4
Clear-Cut Beauty
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Cross Road
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The Curse of Anonymity
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- 7
Lose Lose Lose
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- 8
unseasonable flowering
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- 9
a teen philosopher
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- 10
You, the organic portal
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Days of Remembrance is a quietly introspective album that traces the fragile boundary between past and present.
Rather than expressing emotions directly, it portrays love, loss, longing, and resignation with a deliberate sense of distance.
The songs revolve around subtle emotional dissonance being physically close yet emotionally disconnected, or trying to move forward while being pulled back by memory. There is little overt drama; instead, the album focuses on the quiet tensions embedded in everyday life and the unspoken complexities of human relationships.
As a whole, the work reflects on how memory can be both vague and persistent, shaping ones inner world long after moments have passed. It does not attempt to resolve the past, but rather suggests a way of living alongside it offering a restrained yet deeply resonant listening experience that invites personal reflection.
Artist Profile
toshi
Born in Aichi Prefecture, raised in the Kansai region, currently residing in Minato Ward, Tokyo. After many years working in human resources, I have published over 20 books in the field. I write regular columns for newspapers, magazines, and web media. Now, seeking a career change, I have begun writing lyrics. With the exception of the lyrics, everything is created by AI, allowing me to produce music entirely on my own. Drawing on my extensive experience in HR and the many careers and life stories I have witnessed, I hope to create songs that explore the mysteries of life, profound struggles, universal anxieties and sorrows, and the question of what it truly means to be happy. I look forward to sharing this journey with you.
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