Maybe I’m just afraid to be alone
Just cry in my bed at night
Maybe I don’t have any trust
Toward this lame society
I wish I was brave like you
You’re really so with it
I wish I could talk like you
You’re really so together
I wish I could
I wish
Running to my house
Screaming at myself
Holding all my pills
Cramming ‘em down my throat
Running to my house
Screaming at myself
Holding all my pills
Cramming ‘em down my throat
Maybe things really change
I thought I was not the one
Maybe I don’t know how to act
To meet your expectations
I wish I was cool like you
You really are so with it
I wish I could be like you
You’re really so together
I wish I could
I wish
I think I lost all of my thoughts
But you keep pushing me
I think I lost all of my thoughts
But you keep rejecting me
Running to my house
Screaming at myself
Holding all my pills
Cramming ‘em down my throat
Running to my house
Screaming at myself
Holding all my pills
Cramming ‘em down my throat
Running to my house
Screaming at myself
Holding all my pills
Cramming ‘em down my throat
- Lyricist
Katie Ford
- Composer
Katie Ford
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Eyelashes
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Something like it (Acoustic)
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Hachi
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Are you happy now?
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Lonesome
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This was my attempt to capture the nostalgic feelings I have for the end of my teenage years
Artist Profile
Katie Ford
Hi, I'm Katie Ford. I'm a 21 year-old singer-songwriter. I'm a university student. At the age of 14, I began to play guitar - I mostly sing in English and play western rock and pops. After returning from Australia at the age of 16, I really began to focus on my music career. I think I have performed more than 200 live performances so far. I released my 1st album "Sunrise" at age 18 and my EP "These Days" at age 19. I was selected as one of the 14 semi-finalists from out of 5,000 people that auditioned for FIRST TAKE STAGE. "I have also collaborated with various producers on different tracks, and last year I digitally distributed my single "Before You Leave"." This year I released two singles - "Pretend" and "Lucky". I am also one of the members of COLLAVOICE, a group producing songs in English, Japanese and Chinese.
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