

頑張りたいって本当は 思ってる
嘘じゃない
ちゃんと 思ってる
でも体が
全然 動かなくて
立ち上がろうとすると
息が 詰まる
やらなきゃって
分かってるのに
分かってるから
余計に つらい
泣きたいのに
声が 出なくて
喉の奥が
ずっと 痛い
頑張りたい
頑張りたいだけなのに
なんで こんなに
何も できないんだ
涙 出る前に
飲み込んで
嗚咽ごと
胸に 押し込む
弱いって
言われるのが怖くて
平気な顔
覚えてしまった
誰かは 進んで
誰かは 笑って
自分だけ
ここに 置いてかれてる
休めばいいって
言葉が逆に苦しい
もう ダメだって
思うたびに
それでも 明日を
考えてる
こんな状態で
まだ 未来を
捨てきれてないのが
一番 しんどい
頑張れない
それでも
生きてる
泣きながら
頑張ってる
それだけで
今日は精一杯だ
ごめんな
弱くて
ごめんな
それでも
頑張りたいって
思ってる
- Lyricist
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kyuzou
Began activities as a singer-songwriter in June 2025. Currently continuing creative work at a manageable pace due to health reasons. Their production style involves writing lyrics, building tracks through DTM, and layering their own vocals to complete each song. Emotions such as anger and desire, sorrow and love are distilled into honest, unfiltered words and transformed into music. With experience playing piano, drums, and guitar, as well as a lifelong admiration for Michael Jackson that led to years of dancing, they draw on a strong sense of physical rhythm to create groove-driven, danceable sounds. While crossing genres freely, a consistent and unmistakable voice runs through every track, forming the core of their artistic identity. All songs are stories drawn directly from within. The music is meant to be completed only when it overlaps with the memories and emotions of each listener. Although currently prioritizing recovery, they continue preparing to return fully to expression, turning messages of support into strength. Everything I am lives inside my songs. Listen now: https://www.tunecore.co.jp/artists?id=971413
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