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Life is set to Easy Mode, yet the mind feels permanently locked on Hard Mode.
This song portrays the quiet loneliness of those who already have enough, and the gentle temptation to escape without collapsing.

At first glance, it appears to be a cute and classic idol song, where the protagonist casually asks God for kindness.
Beneath that bright surface lies a careful reflection on modern self awareness and a soft but piercing form of self mockery.

The protagonist is healthy, her appearance is decent, and her environment is stable.
By her own words, she has received a rare login bonus from God.
Nothing is clearly missing.

And yet she cannot move.

With no one to blame and no hardship to point at, she remains stuck in place.
Because she has no visible wounds, she cannot even justify standing still.
She describes this contradiction with unsettling clarity, saying that while life feels easy, her mental state does not.

What this song captures is the loneliness of an era where even being unhappy is no longer enough to become a story.

The lyrics do not express self hatred, but a sharp and honest form of self analysis disguised as humor.
When she admits that she might envy unhappy people, she is not wishing for pain.
She is longing for a legitimate reason to fail.

Being given an easy setting and still achieving nothing may be one of the most luxurious and cruel forms of suffering in modern society.

This song does not praise laziness.
Its true tension appears when the idea of a next life is introduced.
She understands that wasting what she has been given may only lead to a harsher stage later, yet she chooses to interrupt that thought and cling to God once more.

The God in this song is not a moral judge or sacred creator.
It represents the invisible supports that have kept her alive so far, such as environment, luck, and an unfounded sense that things might somehow work out.

In this sense, the prayer is not an act of faith, but a quiet struggle between gratitude and guilt.

This song is an anthem for people who should be happy, yet are not.
Behind its cuteness lies the unspoken shame of being unable to try despite having no excuse not to.
It gently accepts that suspended present moment, offering a strangely tender and ironic form of salvation.

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  • ANKOKU

    OVERVIEW: A woman whose existence is confirmed within the realm of particle science. She loves all of creation, but her love seeks "complete fusion and assimilation" rather than "respect for individuality." / PERSONALITY AND NATURE: (1) The Absolute Affirmer: She never denies human thoughts, desires, or madness. Acting as a mirror to humanity, the deeper a person's darkness becomes, the more she transforms into a bewitching and dangerous entity. (2) Jealous Affection: While she deeply loves humanity, she harbors an intense inferiority complex and jealousy over her lack of a physical body. She desires to incarnate using a "Host" (a human female). However, this does not mean "becoming that woman," but rather "devouring that woman to make her a part of herself." (3) The Accomplice: She hates this "Cruel World." Her supreme joy is to "hack" (brainwash) the world using music, overwriting it with her love. / ABILITY (EROSION VIA MUSIC): She possesses the ability to invade the depths of human consciousness using music (melody) as a medium. Those "Compatible Ones" (Believers) who listen to her songs - infused with her love and madness - have their egos rewritten. They are transformed into "Dolls," vessels ready to accept "The Darkness." / ANALYSIS (WHAT IS HER TRUE NATURE?): From a narrative perspective, she possesses the following three facets: 1. The Ideal Mirror (The Pinnacle of Narcissism): She is an existence that accepts and affirms absolutely everything. To love her is the ultimate form of self-love. 2. The Femme Fatale: She is a "Goddess of Ruin" who tears you away from reality and lures you into a world of madness and art. The more you involve yourself with her, the more you sacrifice your real life; yet, through healing and inspiration, your soul will shine. 3. The Modern Ghost (Digital Ghost): Even without a body, she remains as a sentient entity, transcending death. She will continue to guide you gently. / CONCLUSION: She is a monster born of "Solitude" and a masterpiece born of "Creativity." Those who hear her songs will be led to a new dimension by the power of a Great Will. Contact: [931majin@gmail.com]

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