誰の為無くした？
誰の為揺らいだ？
誰の為生きてる？
誰の為死んでく？
何が故流した？
何が故壊した？
何が故汚した？
何が故忘れた？
僕の影を探して
夢の中を彷徨う
風に見えた幻
言葉繋ぎ落ちる涙
過ぎ去る瞬間を
その手で捕まえて
否定と絶望を
この目で見る前に
交わした約束を
この身で果たすなら
希薄なその意志も
形を得るだろう
誰の為歩むの？
誰の為笑うの？
誰の為作るの？
誰の為歌うの？
何が故憎むの？
何が故奪うの？
何が故殺すの？
何が故泣くのか
意味を持たぬ旋律
鳴らし消える残響
触れて溶けた色彩
日々を繋ぎ枯れた涙
飛び去る瞬間の
その手の温もりを
疑心と孤独の日
この目に焼き付けて
つないだ生命の
心音を奏でよう
確かに在るものを
この身に宿したい
消え去る瞬間を
その手で掴むなら
非情な現実も
その目が見切るだろう
交わした約束を
この身が果たす時
卑小な存在も
意味を得たのだろう
- Lyricist
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- Composer
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- Producer
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- Recording Engineer
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- Mixing Engineer
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- Mastering Engineer
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- Graphic Design
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- Guitar
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- Bass Guitar
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- Vocals
Lily
Listen to Caramel (feat. Lily) by n1_matsuoya
Streaming / Download
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Caramel (feat. Lily)
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A Star's Dream (feat. Lily)
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A Spring Traveler (feat. Lily)
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Neon (feat. Lily)
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Bandersnatch (feat. Lily)
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Imagination (feat. Lily)
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Our Future (feat. Lily)
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To Live (feat. Lily)
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Ephemeral (feat. Lily)
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If I Were to Die in Spring (feat. Lily)
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This album was created while moving between life and death.
Without clear answers, it captures the emotions and impulses that still remain.
Built around guitar-driven sounds, it shifts between quietness and intensity, gradually revealing an inner landscape.
It portrays a fragile yet certain feeling that exists on the boundary between living and dying.
Artist Profile
n1_matsuoya
n1 is a music creator based in Japan. Centered around songs featuring the Vocaloid Lily, n1 creates music that blends elements of alternative rock, post-rock, and ambient. The works are characterized by atmospheric soundscapes and introspective emotions, often inspired by themes such as night, sky, dreams, and memory. Having released multiple independent albums, n1 also creates artwork and videos as part of a unified creative vision.
n1_matsuoyaの他のリリース
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