Lyric

Yeah…

Late night, cold heart, same memories

Still your name in my phone, no delete

Last kiss tasted like smoke in the air

Bittersweet love, still stuck in my prayer

City too loud but my room so quiet

Heart still screaming, but my mouth stay silent

We were young, thought forever was real

Now forever just a word I feel

Clock keep ticking, I’m losing control

Tryna move on but I’m stuck in your ghost

This time tomorrow, where you gonna be?

Who you gon’ love when you fall asleep?

You’ll always be my first, my pain, my truth

Even if I’m laying next to someone new

Every way I love, I learned from you

Still your shadow in the dark of my room

Right now it’s just a lonely love song

Till my heart learns how to be immune

New faces, new nights, same old ache

Smile on my face, but it’s all fake

They don’t know what we had in the past

How your touch made the bad days pass

Tryna drink you out, but you stay in my veins

Tryna run from love, but it chase me the same

If love is a war, then you my first scar

Left a mark on my soul, now I’m riding with bars

This time tomorrow, I might act strong

But I’m still replaying our last song

You’ll always be my first, my pain, my truth

Even if I’m laying next to someone new

Every way I love, I learned from you

Still your shadow in the dark of my room

Right now it’s just a lonely love song

Till my heart learns how to be immune

First love, first cut, first time I bled

First time I prayed just to forget

But memory heavy like chains on my chest

No matter who I touch, it’s you I felt

You’ll always be my first, my sin, my flame

Even when they calling me another name

I learned how to love, I learned the pain

From the day that you walked away

Right now it’s still a lonely love song

Till my heart finds another way

Yeah…

Still my first

Still my ghost