Lyric

Can you hear me?

3AM notification

Through the screen again

I’m alone tonight

Pink smoke floating…

Fading neon light…

I’m still alive…

Glossy lips outside the store

Crying on an empty road once more

Texting “I’m okay” again

But honestly it’s all pretend

Black hoodie covering my face

Getting better at acting safe

Even “you’re so cute” these days

Hurts me in a different way

Can’t sleep (My mind keeps screaming)

Can’t stop (Still believing)

Acting strong (Pretending I’m fine)

But honestly I need someone tonight

Heartbeat full of static noise

Midnight breaking into void

Wanna run (But I can’t escape)

This night just won’t fade away

Even breaking down, I’m dancing

Through the tears, still shining

Saying “I’m done” every night

But I still hope somehow

Lonely pink nightmare

Covered in scars but I’ll fly again

If nobody saves me now

I’ll become my own light somehow

Fading out (Don’t wanna disappear)

Hurts so much (But I wanna stay here)

Even shattered

I still survive…

(Hey…)

I can’t end yet

(Hey…)

I still wanna sing

Tired eyes inside the mirror

Perfect photos getting clearer

But my broken heart remains

Still loading love again

“I just wanna be loved”

Even those words feel dumb

So I swallowed everything

Though I wished you noticed me

Air conditioner humming loud

Perfume memories all around

Trying hard to kill the pain

I push my earphones in again

I’m smiling (While falling apart)

“I’m okay” (Another lie in the dark)

I just wanted to feel pretty

Why does loving hurt this deeply?

Hey God…

I smiled well again today

But every time I’m left alone

I feel tears falling quietly

Becoming someone else’s dream

While losing pieces of myself

I don’t want that kind of ending

I just wanna stay myself

Even breaking down, I’m dancing

Every scar is making me stronger

Crying “I can’t do this anymore”

But I’m still singing somehow

Lonely pink nightmare

Broken girl before sunrise air

Not for anybody else

I just wanna save myself

Fading out (But not disappearing)

Hurts so much (Still breathing)

Even shattered

I still survive…

Pink smoke…

Midnight neon…

Honey Vein…

Still survive…