Lyric

Lotus Flower

I'm awake

Enough to see my thoughts give way

On my brain

I’m erasing all the views I've seen

Though our time has flied

I’m such a mess

Stay awake

And talk to me

Need your touch

To stop the rain

Sinking in my veins

Don't mock me trying to break me

My inner voice is deafening

Can I be the man

Knowing that I'll let you down?

Ah

Running in circles

Falling to grey

Go ahead and nail the old way

I'm tearing down these pages to watch them

Blown away

There's nothing else

For now

Can you tell?

I’m sick of all the bottles I take

To feel solace

Why’s it still the only way?

Though our time has flied

I’m such a mess

Stay awake

And talk to me

Need your touch

To stop the rain

Sinking in my veins

Don't mock me trying to break me

My inner voice is deafening

Can I be the man

Knowing that I'll let you down?

Ah

Running in circles

Falling to grey

Go ahead and nail the old way

I'm tearing down these pages to watch them

Blown away

There's nothing else

For now

(Blow my fucking brain!)

Can you stay and hold me down

Through the dread I can't hold back?

Ah

Running in circles

Falling to grey

Go ahead and nail the old way

I'm tearing down these pages to watch them

Blown away

There's nothing else

For now