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I have lived a life that's full of shame

There's nothing to be proud of

A bond made only by bargaining

I was looking for the sweetest hell

Chasing pleasure and filth of the void

Living in the garden of ruin

The scenery with you now turns blood red

Scared to death

Haunted, hunted

Driven to skys you locked away

The wounds of mourning

Let it rain till the day the pain stagnates

Haunted, hunted

Driven to skys I'm locked away

Everything about you is to be changed

So I threw it all away

咲いて 裂いて 彩て

鈍色に染める

その純白を

歪めたのは私

罪と罰の蜜を垂れ流す庭は

破戒に燃えて

救いの刹那 瞳を閉ざす

(Solo)

抱いて 哭いて 吐いて

鈍色に染める

歪んだ空は

慈しみの掌浮かべ

孤独 拒絶 離別

理由はないでしょう

小さな夢(うた)は

今日(いま)も貴方抱き締めてますか?

恥の多い人生を歩んで参りました

誇れるものは何一つございません

誰にもそっと見なかったふりで

その頁を閉じられるのでしょう

それはただの放熱の軌跡でございます

ただただ悔恨の想いが揺らぎ

私は私の為に涙を流します

その愚かさと傲慢が

今更のように体内を流れていくのです

そして貴方の想いは愛であったと

歪んだ自分は何故だかふと感じるのです

ああ それは それは只の愛だったんだと

  • Lyricist

    Maya

  • Composer

    Maya

  • Producer

    Maya

  • Recording Engineer

    Maya

  • Mixing Engineer

    Maya

  • Mastering Engineer

    Maya

  • Guitar

    Maya

  • Bass Guitar

    Maya

  • Vocals

    Maya

  • Background Vocals

    Maya

  • Programming

    Maya

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    BULLETS DRAINING DESPAIR

ex. JILLS BLUE ROSES, LiLICAL, and ZAKLIA's Maya (Kyoga) solo project BULLETS DRAINING DESPAIR returns with its long-awaited 3rd single.
A track that blends deathcore and visual kei vibes while featuring straightforward melodic lines and literary emotional depth.

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