眠れないまま scrolling down
静かな部屋に落ちる sound
君の痕跡だけ out of sight
But you're in my head, every night
カーテン越し 滲んだ moon
この部屋だけ stuck in June
「大丈夫」って打って delete
Same old lie, same old repeat
少しずつ薄れてく
The colors that I knew
忘れたいほど鮮明で
I'm still stuck on you
ねえ あの日の言葉まで
まだここに残ってる
You left your shadow on my skin
I can't erase, I can't begin
砕けた光を拾い集めて
Piece by piece, but they cut me deep
戻れない夜をまた再生して
Replay, replay, no sleep
もういない君を探してる
In every blue, in every view
終わったことくらい知ってる
But my heart still runs to you
Don't come back, don't fade away
言えないままで another day
I know, I know, we're out of time
Still you're living in my mind
君が好きだった coffee shop
今も避けて歩く one block
新しい靴も買ったけど
I still walk where we used to go
君が笑った stupid joke
思い出すたび almost choke
写真は全部 cloud の中
But I know exactly where they are
誰かと会っても比べて
"It's not the same," inside my head
忘れるための予定だけ
Keep piling up beside my bed
Maybe I'm dumb, maybe I'm late
Maybe we were just a mistake
それでもあの日の私なら
I'd choose you twice, I'd take the pain
一つずつ消していく
The messages from you
でも最後の一行だけ
I never make it through
ねえ もしも今会えたなら
何を話すんだろう
Would we laugh like nothing changed?
Or look away and let it go?
砕けた光を拾い集めて
Piece by piece, but they cut me deep
戻れない夜をまた再生して
Replay, replay, no sleep
もういない君を探してる
In every blue, in every view
終わったことくらい知ってる
But my heart still runs to you
Don't come back, don't fade away
矛盾だらけの another day
I know, I know, we're out of time
Still you're living in my mind
Turn the lights off
Let the city glow
I won't call you
But I need you to know
踊ってみる 一人きり
Like you never existed to me
笑えるくらい下手な lie
I'm doing fine, I'm doing fine
Maybe tomorrow
I'll delete your name
Maybe tomorrow
It won't hurt the same
でも今夜だけ
Let me stay this blue
Just one more night
Still missing you
散らばった記憶を踏まないように
Step by step, I cross the room
君がいない朝へ向かうように
Soon enough, I'll make it through
もう戻ってこなくていい
I mean it now, or trying to
忘れられないままでいい
I'll learn to live without you
Don't come back, just fade away
少しずつ変わる every day
I know, I know, we'll be alright
Even if you're on my mind
Blue screen, sunrise
No more goodbyes
君の残像が消えるまで
I'll stay awake
Just for tonight
Just for tonight
- Lyricist
Xinyi Kamiya
- Composer
Xinyi Kamiya
- Producer
YoshuA
- Vocals
Xinyi Kamiya
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Nocturne
Xinyi Kamiya
Xinyi Kamiya's latest release, "Nocturne," is an emotional track that sets unforgettable memories and the inner conflicts of a silent night to a dark, cinematic trap sound.
Opening with delicate minor-key piano motifs and unsettling strings, the song gradually builds into a hard, modern trap beat driven by deep 808 bass and razor-sharp hi-hats. The breathtaking soundscape intertwines the high-stakes tension of a psychological thriller with the cold reality of "no turning back" and the lingering attachments you can't quite sever.
The lyrics vividly portray the loneliness of a sleepless night, capturing the feeling of being trapped by the digital traces left on a smartphone while putting up a brave front with words like, "Don't come back." The stark contrast between the cold, polished production and the raw, deeply human heartbreak strikes a powerful chord.
A masterpiece of "Dark Cinematic Trap" wrapped in a beautiful yet dangerous aura, this track is perfect for late-night drives or solitary moments when you want to sink deep into your thoughts.
Artist Profile
Xinyi Kamiya
Resonant echoes that lean into urban solitude - the rising star with layered roots, Xinyi Kamiya Born to a Japanese father and a Taiwanese mother, Xinyi Kamiya is a trilingual artist fluent in Japanese, English, and Chinese. Influenced by her father, who worked as a DJ, she grew up breathing in 1990s Black music from an early age, absorbing it as naturally as air. This rich musical background infuses contemporary urban sounds with deep grooves and a sense of nostalgia. Based in Tokyo, the driving force behind her music has always been "urban loneliness" and a "yearning for connection." Beneath the glittering noise of the city lies an unspoken solitude and emptiness - feelings that her voice quietly yet powerfully slips into, filling the cracks of the heart. Her greatest hallmark is the contrast between a breath-like, delicate whisper voice and emotionally explosive, soaring passages. In the stillness of midnight, her voice gently accompanies the listener, offering a warmth that keeps loneliness from turning into isolation. Wrapped in melancholy and nostalgia, her music transcends language barriers, coloring the nights of people living in the modern world.
Xinyi Kamiyaの他のリリース
Cobalt Room Records
