Lyric

I don’t wish you well

I just hope you miss me

Hope it hurts like hell

When you see me looking pretty

I don’t want you back

I want you wanting me

I want you up all night

Crying over me

Bought a dress in the color you liked

Then told my friends it had nothing to do with you

Changed my hair, put on that perfume

The one you said stayed in every room

Took forty pictures just to choose the best

The one where losing you looks effortless

Posted it like I had somewhere to be

Like you were never anything to me

Said I didn’t care who watched

Then checked the list when the numbers stopped

Scrolled past everybody else

Till I saw your name there for myself

I want you thinking you were stupid

Every time you see my face

I want leaving me to follow you

Like a mistake you can’t erase

I don’t wish you well

I just hope you miss me

Hope it hurts like hell

When you see me looking pretty

I don’t want you back

I want you wanting me

I want you up all night

Crying over me

I practice what I’d say if you called

“Too late, I’m good, I moved on”

I say it perfectly into the mirror

But my hands still shake when my screen lights up

Kept you unblocked for no good reason

Told myself I simply forgot

But every time the room goes quiet

I still wonder if you’ll call

I want you lonely on the weekends

Want my memory in your bed

Want every almost-sorry sentence

Running circles in your head

You don’t get to break my heart

Then live like nothing happened

You don’t get to lose the best you had

And somehow still be happy

I don’t wish you well

I just hope you miss me

Hope it hurts like hell

When you see me looking pretty

I don’t want you back

I want you wanting me

I want you up all night

Crying over me

I don’t need forever

I just need one night

Where you say you lost the best thing

And I finally get to be right

I don’t want you back

That’s what I always say

I just want you coming back

So I can be the one who walks away

I don’t wish you well

I just hope you miss me

Hope it hurts like hell

When you see me looking pretty

I don’t want you back

I want you wanting me

I want you up all night

Crying over me

Come back saying you were wrong

Say you never should’ve left

I’ll smile like I don’t love you

With your name still in my chest