Lyric

This Vocaloid track portrays a psyche on the verge of collapse rooted in the victimhood and self denial that arise from the belief that no one is interested in me.

The intentional distortion heavy clipping and raw mixing are deliberate choices serving as sonic manifestations of inner fractures and the unraveling of self deception.

The repeated phrase This is all I have captures a mind trapped in a dead end of lost options while also serving as a final act of self affirmation.

A carefully maintained smile. A goodbye that could never be swallowed.
A noise soaked confession where loneliness and the longing for validation collide.