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WHAT DID YOU FEEL WHEN I RUINED YOUR NAME

Milky

抱えた心が溢れて

I fade alone in the pale dark

跳ね返る位相

痛いの

体温で応えるのに疲れたよ

鍵は何処

護られた箱庭

広い宇宙は怖くて

浮浪する私のこども

言えないことも

してきたけど

なんて嘘だよ

変えられない構造

象徴に襲われる

外は外

より理不尽なことないでしょ

不安だよ

この世

大人なんていないの

誰が守るの

自分で守れと?

Mom

Dethrone

Glowing

Alone

WHAT DID YOU FEEL WHEN I RUINED YOUR NAME

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WHAT DID YOU FEEL WHEN I RUINED YOUR NAME

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YOUR NAME

WHAT DID YOU FEEL WHEN I RUINED YOUR NAME

WHAT DID YOU FEEL WHEN I RUINED YOUR NAME

YOUR NAME

WHAT DID YOU FEEL WHEN I RUINED YOUR NAME

WHAT DID YOU FEEL WHEN I RUINED YOUR NAME

YOUR NAME

WHAT DID YOU FEEL WHEN I RUINED YOUR NAME

YOUR NAME

言葉は種子でしょう

妄覚をさそうこと、

たとえそれが哀れでも

見えた本当

温もりの記憶を

数えているよ

紛いのない宝物

だから私に愛を

痛み引き換えに生まれたの

暗闇は晴れてく

護られるという幸せ

犠牲にしてでも

創世の悲劇

理性の機制

RUINED YOUR NAME

礎を壊すよ

産声がする

  • Lyricist

    Milky

  • Composer

    Milky

  • Producer

    Milky

  • Vocals

    Milky

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This work is a conscious rap project built on gloomy, distorted beats reminiscent of witch house and the SoundCloud scene around 2017, with all aspects of production-including the artwork-handled by Milky herself. Through themes that are both deeply personal and closely intertwined with social structures-such as the Oedipus complex, the father figure, ego and superego, and the division and reintegration of masculinity and femininity-the project articulates what can be described as "rap that verbalizes structure," expressed across layers of the body, relationships, and thought.

In contrast to certain contemporary rap scenes that emphasize material value and the display of success, this work embodies hip-hop's original role as self-critique by deliberately exposing immaturity, dependency, distorted desire, and an obsession with knowledge. It demonstrates that expression is fundamentally supported by context, lived experience, and one's attitude toward thinking itself.

Symbols such as the umbilical cord, names, and chains do not serve to romanticize family or fatherhood; rather, they reveal the inseparability of love and control, and of structural protection and violence, symbolizing the reality that has shaped and continues to influence Milky's own formation. Furthermore, by resisting fixed notions of gender and physicality, and by framing masculinity and femininity not as opposing binaries but as processes of transition and choice, the work translates coexisting inner impulses and fears into rap, aiming for a conscious expression that refuses to simplify identity.

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