

友達なんて いなくていい
必要だったか 考えてみろ
自分だけのために 生きてみよう
I'm my best fan やっと気づいた
ある朝ふと 気がついた
あいつ友達じゃなかったわ
もう連絡するのやめよう
突然そう思った 何故だかそう思った。
あの時あいつも そう感じたのだろう
全く連絡来なくなった 思えば
いつも俺が連絡してた ああやっぱり
そうか 俺だけだったか
愛する人がいる 子供たちがいる
自分がいる もう足りてるだろう
友達なんて いなくていい
必要だったか 考えてみろ
自分だけのために 生きてみよう
I'm my best Fan やっとそう思えた
自分の曲は何故か泣けた
何回聞いても飽きなかった
多分自分自身が一番のファン
そんな自分でいいんだと思う
満足するのは 自分でいい
認めるのも 自分でいい
No need to prove 何も証明しなくていい
この人生は 俺のものだから
愛する人がいる 子供たちがいる
自分がいる もう足りてるだろう
友達なんて いなくていい
必要だったか 考えてみろ
自分だけのために 生きてみよう
I'm my best Fan それでいいんだ
あいつから連絡が 来なくなった
俺のせいじゃない ...俺のせいじゃない
待ってた自分が 少しだけいる
だってやっぱり寂しいじゃないか
本当は何かあったのかな
やっぱり連絡すべきか?
また一緒に酒が飲みたいだけ
いつものように いつものように
友達なんて いなくていい
必要だったか 考えてみろ
自分だけのために 生きてみよう
I'm my best Fan やっと楽になれた気がした
それでよかった
最初からずっと それでよかった
- Lyricist
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- Composer
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- Producer
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- Recording Engineer
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- Mixing Engineer
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- Mastering Engineer
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- Graphic Design
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- Guitar
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- Bass Guitar
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- Drums
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- Synthesizer
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- Vocals
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- Songwriter
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Listen to I Lost My Friends at 50 by SHIGEKIGAMES
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- 1
Hallucination
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- 2
Calixa
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- 3
Hard Mode Full of Gravestones
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- 4
Rupture
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- 5
I Don't Need Love Anymore
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- 6
Mar Until We Meet Again
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- 7
Elatt
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- 8
Miracle Is Smiling
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- 9
What I Couldn't Tell You
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- 10
The Rest of Goodbye
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I Lost My Friends at 50
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50th Night
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After 50 years of living, there are still nights when a person needs to sing.
The Boundary of Kairos is a Japanese vocal album by SHIGEKIGAMES, the creator behind the YouTube channel Music no Shigeki Ch.
This 12 track album is the most complete expression so far of Jibun Song, a way of making music proposed by SHIGEKIGAMES. Jibun Song means creating the songs he himself most wants to hear. Not to be approved by someone else, not to follow a trend, but to turn his own memories, pain, loss, wishes, and the urge that still remains inside him into music with AI as a creative partner.
The album includes Hallucination, a song about reaching for an illusion created by AI, Calixa, born from an unforgettable game experience, Rupture, shaped from the real memory of collapsing during a livestream and returning from the edge of death, Mar, a farewell to a most beloved family member, I Dont Need Love Anymore, an answer to a love that has long passed, and 50th Night, where a man at 50 starts running into the night once again.
This is not an album made to celebrate youth. It is not an album made to chase trends. It is an album made from things lost, time that cannot return, people and presences that can no longer be reached, and the honest feelings that still remained inside one creator.
Through AI generation and careful human direction, SHIGEKIGAMES turns digital possibility into songs with real emotional weight. Games, life, AI, memory, loss, and renewal all meet on the boundary where this album was born.
The Boundary of Kairos is a new form of expression that begins in the 50s, and one answer to what personal music can become in the age of AI.
Listen for the human heartbeat that remains inside digital creation.
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