

When I started high school
A senior invited me to join the club
I never planned on joining any club at all
But I just went with the flow
On the day we first introduced ourselves
You were strong, a little reckless
And honestly... you scared me a little
As the days passed and we spent more time together
Every laugh, every conversation with you
Made that fear slowly disappear
Before I knew it
I was falling for you
Deep down, I knew these feelings
Weren't considered normal
I'm in love with you
Yes... I know it
But I can't tell you how I feel
Because if I did
Everything between us
Would come to an end
So for now
I just want things to stay the way they are
After joining the club
Every day was filled with tough training
I never dreamed of becoming strong
I stayed because you were there
You were always standing on the winners' podium
And I still remember
How much I admired you
The more time I spent with you
The more I came to know who you really were
The deeper I fell
The more it hurt
Because I knew
These feelings would never be understood
I'm in love with you
Yes... I know it
But I can't tell you how I feel
Because if I did
Everything between us
Would come to an end
So for now
I just want things to stay the way they are
That night I stayed at your house
We played games until sunrise
After you finally fell asleep
I quietly watched your sleeping face
Even now
I remember it so clearly
After we graduated
We never saw each other again
I wonder
How you're doing now
The feelings
I could never tell you back then
Have never faded away
If we ever met again
Maybe in today's world
I'd finally have the courage to tell you
Even if you rejected me
I'd still say
I love you
Because you were
My very first love
We'll probably Never meet again
But I'll never forget
These feelings
- Lyricist
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- Composer
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- Producer
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- Vocals
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- Songwriter
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My Teammate.My First Love
kisaragikohaku
I wrote this song about slowly falling in love with a teammate in the same club.
As my feelings grew, I realized I was different from everyone else. I had fallen in love with someone I felt I wasn't supposed to love.
The song explores the emotions, confusion, and quiet pain of same-sex love.
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kisaragikohaku
I've loved writing song lyrics since I was young. I write lyrics freely, following my emotions and inspiration. People often tell me my lyrics have a unique style. The vocals and music are created using AI, and together they become my songs.
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