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My Teammate.My First Love

kisaragikohaku

When I started high school

A senior invited me to join the club

I never planned on joining any club at all

But I just went with the flow

On the day we first introduced ourselves

You were strong, a little reckless

And honestly... you scared me a little

As the days passed and we spent more time together

Every laugh, every conversation with you

Made that fear slowly disappear

Before I knew it

I was falling for you

Deep down, I knew these feelings

Weren't considered normal

I'm in love with you

Yes... I know it

But I can't tell you how I feel

Because if I did

Everything between us

Would come to an end

So for now

I just want things to stay the way they are

After joining the club

Every day was filled with tough training

I never dreamed of becoming strong

I stayed because you were there

You were always standing on the winners' podium

And I still remember

How much I admired you

The more time I spent with you

The more I came to know who you really were

The deeper I fell

The more it hurt

Because I knew

These feelings would never be understood

I'm in love with you

Yes... I know it

But I can't tell you how I feel

Because if I did

Everything between us

Would come to an end

So for now

I just want things to stay the way they are

That night I stayed at your house

We played games until sunrise

After you finally fell asleep

I quietly watched your sleeping face

Even now

I remember it so clearly

After we graduated

We never saw each other again

I wonder

How you're doing now

The feelings

I could never tell you back then

Have never faded away

If we ever met again

Maybe in today's world

I'd finally have the courage to tell you

Even if you rejected me

I'd still say

I love you

Because you were

My very first love

We'll probably Never meet again

But I'll never forget

These feelings

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    My Teammate.My First Love

    kisaragikohaku

I wrote this song about slowly falling in love with a teammate in the same club.

As my feelings grew, I realized I was different from everyone else. I had fallen in love with someone I felt I wasn't supposed to love.

The song explores the emotions, confusion, and quiet pain of same-sex love.

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