Lyric

Every time I lie is another day alone

With nobody else at home

And every time I cry is another moment into stone

Pour cement into my bones

And I stay up all night in low light

Get myself stuck in my own mind

Cause I'm so fixated in you

Thinking about all we went through

After all these years thinking

I got myself sinking down into nothing

Spend all my self-loathing, yeah

Most days, I find myself contemplating in bed

And always, I get myself trapped inside of my head

I won't say that I'm happy when I'm not, but instead

Every day, to myself, I fantasize being dead

And I wonder how much longer do I falter?

How much further? Will I ever become stronger

Like my mother and my father?

Will I ever get to conquer mental monsters that I conjured?

I will never find an answer, so I ponder and I wander

I'm another complex runner

I wanna cover when I suffer, but I stutter

And the thunder got me running for the covers

I'm still the same, stuck in last summer

Looking back

Looping back forever

All the confusion that goes with delusion

The feel of intrusion from lack of solution

Is nothing but stress-induced

And sometimes I slip from the saddle

Whenever these demons win the battle

Flood my head with thoughts 'til I rattle

And all of these words are making it worse

Every time I cry is another day alone

With nobody else at home

And every time I lie is another moment into stone

Pour cement into my bones

Lack of a heart, but persist to exist

Art is my biggest assist

Cannot pertain to a kiss

And I have to resist

And dismiss a flick to my wrist

Once in a while, I rely on a dial

Memories of you got me crying in denial

Life is a trial, but it's hard to compile

A list of defenses to make it worthwhile

Mental fences are chainlink to senses

Consensus commences pretenses

And this, here, now dispenses offences, yeah

All the confusion that goes with delusion

The feel of intrusion from lack of solution

Is nothing but stress-induced

Every time I cry is another day alone

With nobody else at home

And every time I lie is another moment into stone

Pour cement into my bones

(Every time I cry)

(No one else at home)

(And I feel so cold)

Every time I cry is another day alone

With nobody else at home

And every time I lie is another moment into stone

Pour cement into my bones