tayutauyouni

I love the sound of the word [tayutau,] and Ive wanted to write a song using it for a long time.
But precisely because I love it so much, I struggled to give it the right form. After writing and rewriting the lyrics countless times, Ive finally managed to express [tayutau,]through this song.

The meaning of this word is
[The appearance of swaying gently back and forth. The state of being unable to settle on a single feeling or make a decision.]
It has a slightly negative connotation, but because of the pleasant sound of [tayutau,]whenever I find myself lost or uncertain, murmuring this word to myself helps calm my mind a little.
Every day, I find myself wavering over various things and my emotions fluctuate, but I feel that this is by no means a bad thing its a process that ultimately leads to making a choice.
Just like waves swaying gently, Ill eventually drift to some place, and everything Ive gone through will take on meaning, so its okay to take it slow. Its okay to go at my own pace. This song captures those very feelings.