愛想笑いが苦手な僕
今頃君はそれ見透かして
携帯の画面が光る
それを見た返事は決まってて
一言二言で終わってる
それだけで伝わる関係
違う性格の君からでも
音楽の趣味が違ってても
もらった言葉の全てが
僕を助け出してくれていた
君は君の時間を過ごせばいいと
教えてくれたことは絶対に忘れられない
相槌が上手じゃなくても
笑うのが下手くそでも今は
愛想笑いが止まらなくて
情けない日常続いてく
携帯にまた愚痴募る
何を意図として続けるのか
考えても答えは出ないさ
ぼくには分からないままだ
ずっとずっとずっと人前で泣いてばかりで
前まで制御されてたコントロールが効かないまま
そんな姿死ぬまで絶対見せたくなかったのに
なぜだろう弱い自分を出してほんと情けないよな
君は君の時間を過ごせばいいと
教えてくれたことは絶対に忘れられない
相槌が上手じゃなくても
笑うのが下手くそでも今は
心のそばにいて
生きてる証拠が欲しいから
- Lyricist
Nishioka Mifuyu
- Composer
Nishioka Mifuyu
- Producer
RUNG HYANG
- Guitar
Nishioka Mifuyu
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Nishioka Mifuyu
This song was written during a time when everything felt painfully heavy
even forcing a smile was too much to bear.
I couldn't fully accept who I was,
yet deep inside, I still wished someone would understand me.
The words "You can live in your own time" saved me,
and I turned them into music as proof that I'm alive, here and now.
When your heart feels a little suffocated,
or on nights when you start to blame yourself for not being able to smile,
I hope this song quietly stays beside you.
And I wish it becomes a gentle embrace,
even on the nights when you can't smile.
Artist Profile
Nishioka Mifuyu
Born December 28, 2004, in Kobe, Hyogo Prefecture. A singer-songwriter based in Kobe since 2022, expanding his activities mainly in the Kansai region. Characterized by a pure, refreshing sound like flowing water, he creates songs that quietly reach the depths of listeners' hearts, based on the concept of "deep sea temperature, but somehow warm music." From the second half of 2024, he expanded his live performance format to include a band style in addition to acoustic guitar. His performances, which freely switch between these two styles, have attracted attention and he has a unique presence in the live scene. While addressing negative emotions, his songs, which harbor a core strength that says "we can still look forward," quietly but surely give listeners energy.
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