Lyric

1:32 AM

Your name

Still here

City lights outside my room

Everything feels quiet now

Your number's still

At the top of my screen

Like it never left somehow

I tell myself

"Don't do it."

One more night

One more excuse

My thumb keeps

Finding your name

Like it already knows

Where to go

Funny how

One little button

Can feel heavier

Than letting go

One deep breath

One more second

Maybe tonight

Maybe not

I almost called

Just to hear your voice

But I let the silence

Make the choice

I almost called

At 1:32

Maybe I was

Missing more than you

The coffee's cold

The room is dark

Your last message

Still looks the same

I read it twice

Then lock my phone

Still pretending

I'm okay

Maybe you're sleeping

Maybe you're smiling

Maybe you don't

Think of me

Maybe this distance

Only exists

Inside my head

Tonight

One more heartbeat

One more minute

Still deciding

Still afraid

I almost called

Just to hear your voice

But I let the silence

Make the choice

I almost called

One touch away

Still wondering

What you would say

If you answered

Would I smile?

Would we laugh

Like before?

Or would we both

Know

Some doors stay closed

For a reason

I almost called

But I stayed awake

Listening to

Every little mistake

I almost called

Maybe someday

I'll stop wondering

What could've changed

I almost called

Your name

Again

2:07 AM

Still didn't call