If you ask me what I want

In response to a paper written by physicist Hideki Yukawa himself when
he was 33 years old, a sentence written at age of 55 was published in a
Manga. " I notice the stiffness of the writing and the fact that it's a little
too pretentious, and then I feel envious of it, but soon after, I feel like I
can go back to the way I was back then " It makes me happy to know that
he had a miraculously big hope, and was nostalgic for his old self, just like
I do in my small life. Please listen !