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A Letter to Keagan

Keagan Raphael

Everything has changed

Time to heal the pain

Everything has changed

Now we go again

Hard to disconnect my heart, I

Live with memories that’s lost and

Wonder if they all forgot I’m

Living in a fantasy I’m

Thinking life is all bout me

Red lights stopping for me, I take flight over the seas and

Time just carries on, feel like something wrong

Feel I’m out of stories, feel I’m out of song

I’m a writer cause words feel lighter when they are never said

Built up trauma, no ID caller I let it ring

I just want a life that I can live

Waiting on money ain’t part of the gig

How much it cost to make my love exist

Do I have a dream or visions in front of me

She said darling don’t you say that, you just got too faded

One day you gon make it

She said don’t forget me, baby

I don’t want to wait outside

Head down , Spinning round

Thinking about my life , Quiet down

In my city gotta talk to much

In my feelings been away and stuff

Moved up north but I’m out of sorts

Prices are down but they offering up

Can’t you see it’s dust to dust

Can’t you see it’s all about love

Scratch my back and I’ll hold your arm

Giving back that’s 101

Waiting for respect, weighted time, a way to this

But I can’t borrow time, I jump the line the end of this

Sorry I’m tryna get all of this

Feel like moving backwards now in the fast lane

Every turn of the day I’m just acting

Emotions a rentable valet

Feel like every beat of my heart just overreacting

Feel like every step of my heart just out of balance

Ain’t no way around this I’m going through it

I know God got me when I do this

So I just wake up, face the music

Everything has changed

Time to heal the pain

Everything has changed

Now we go again

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    2 Bright Cities (feat. Kraftykid)

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    Yes, I

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    Take Care (2025 Remaster)

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    Love in the Moment

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IDK: What I'm Doing is the debut 7-track R&B and hip-hop album by Keagan Raphael, a South African artist based in Tokyo. This introspective project is the first instalment of a two-part series exploring self-identity, love, and growth. Blending smooth R&B melodies with gritty hip-hop elements, Keagan navigates personal stories and emotional complexity across diverse soundscapes. The album draws inspiration from his South African roots, while also weaving in the sonic textures of LA's underground and the UK's alternative scenes. Each track offers a different lens into Keagan's evolving sense of self, serving both as a personal diary and a universal reflection. IDK: What I'm Doing captures the uncertainty of finding one's voice, while confidently embracing the process. With Part 2 scheduled for release in October 2025, this album marks the beginning of Keagan Raphael's artistic journey...raw, honest, and globally resonant. It's a bold first step from an emerging voice in R&B.

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