Lyric

End of December, two years ago

Your name lit up on my phone

We met again for just one night

I thought that was the last goodbye

A joker I can't learn to hate

A stranger wearing “friend” these days

When people ask me who you were

I say your name in past tense words

I laugh and say that's how you were

Like it's just an old mistake

But every time I hear your voice

My heart begins to break

JOKER — you made the terror call

Midnight ringing through my soul

JOKER — you made the terror call

Now I'm losing all control

Don't call

Don't call

Don't call me anymore

JOKER — you made the terror call

But I still want you

Even more

I tried pretending I was fine

Until your number crossed my mind

Before I knew what I should do

My shaking hands were calling you

Your voice still low, still kinda cold

Still feels like stories left untold

But when I hear you say my name

My heart ignites again

Hey… long time, what's going on

My voice is barely holding on

You say you're calling just because

You were bored

You always start another storm

JOKER — terror call in the night

Laughing while you start the fight

JOKER — terror call again

Breaking everything I mend

Hey

Hey

Get out of my head

JOKER — terror call again

But I still pick up instead

When people ask me who you were

I say you're someone from my past

But you remembered me somehow

And that memory hits me fast

Pain and warmth inside my chest

Like love that never took a rest

JOKER — TERROR CALL

You're the fire in my fall

JOKER — TERROR CALL

You're the reason I still crawl

Don't call

Don't call

Don't call me again

JOKER — TERROR CALL

But I'd answer you

In the end

You're a joker

You're a terror call

And somehow

I still want you