I'm being corrupted by apathy
That's too heavy a word to put away with "laziness"
So I'm trapped in a fear that no one will ever understand
(Never understood)
The rightness that someone has shown
Only applies to normal people
The feeling of isolation is
Emphasized by your words
Misinterpretation
Can you imagine?
Your kindness is making heretics suffer
If you think it's a sin to stagnate
Then tell me how to move on
You've never faced me, you just assumed
Should I disappear?
It is as if I am rejected by the world
A little discomfort gradually takes shape
I can't move
I can't move anymore
Fix me now
I don't want to be miserable any more
I just pray one day this suffering will end
But nothing, but nothing has changed today
If you think it's a sin to stagnate
Then tell me how to move on
You've never faced me, you just assumed
(You just assumed)
I fight the urge to die every day
Paralyze me with poison before I fall apart
I don't care if all a sham
And the day ends, leaving me again
Self-Hatred strikes me again
I can't breathe
Like a faulty machine
I been lost something
I made mistake
Over and over again
This leaden body is
Drowning into the deep
Sea of grief
There is no light
And yet the sun will rise again
Frozen time starts moving
Regardless of my will
Then I decided to try to live a little longer
Cuz the flowers were beautiful wet with morning dew
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Aporath
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Aporath
"Create the next generation loud scene and continue to lead the originality" Formed in Matsuyama, Ehime Prefecture in November 2022. After a production period of about three months, the group will start in earnest in March 2023. The band's name is a combination of the philosophical term "Aporia," which expresses the confusion of the coexistence of contradictory propositions, and "Wrath," the anger against it. Their lyrical and intense sounds, such as Screamo, Post-Hardcore, Metalcore, and Deathcore, are at the core of their sound, and they fuse a variety of elements such as EDM and poetry reading. They play a modern and unique world born from chaos. In today's world, there are no clear answers. The delusion of how things "should be" - decided by no one - is imposed upon us, and anyone who deviates from this is subject to ridicule and ostracism. Hidden behind anonymity, twisted malice drives people into a corner, and "normal" - which is merely the median of prejudice - unconsciously gives rise to violence. And yet, people are forced to live in the name of ethics, and put a lid on repressed emotions. "I want to sound the alarm in this world and be a voice for the pain of outsiders." Drawing on the pain, regret, and conflict that vocalist ju has experienced, the band aims to create music that will sympathize with "those who are suffering from sadness" and "those who struggle to be normal." Amidst the intensity, there is also a sadness and gentleness to the sound. If this melody that oscillates between stillness and movement can comfort you in your pain and help you escape - I could not wish for anything more.
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