Lyric

Who am I singing to?

Was this what you planned all along?

I just wanna believe that’s not what you meant

‘Cause otherwise my life feels like a punishment

I’m still waiting on your call

Though I know you will never call again

And I will fall into that deep, dark hole I can’t climb out

I know I should let you go

My head knows it, but I’m still fighting vertigo

We’re not Juliet and Romeo

I said I’d be fine alone

But I’m still fighting vertigo

I guess you know I’m still singing

But what are you feeling?

Do you ever feel like you could use some healing?

I was ready to give you everything

If I could find you in the crowd again

I’d do it better somehow

I’ve got so much I want to say

But I can’t now

It just drags me down

Come back to me…

I’ve gotta stop saying that

My voice just fades, falling flat

I reach for shadow and memory

You’re not here, not meant to be

And that’s all I can do

Chasing the ghost of you

So I'm still fighting vertigo