Do I Deserve to Exist? (Original) Front Cover

Do I Deserve to Exist? (Original)

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A Japanese emotional pop-rock song inspired by Lacanian philosophy.
With a female vocal that quietly screams about the structure of love and existence,
the track runs at 110 BPM - a melancholic minor progression driven by four-on-the-floor beats and a descending bassline.
Piano leads the harmony, while 16th-note rhythmic patterns intensify toward the chorus.
The clear, emotional voice avoids ad-libs or excessive harmony,
embodying the theme: "I can only see myself through your gaze."
A cinematic and modern arrangement that fuses philosophical lyricism with raw human emotion.