Lyric

No matter what words I search for

This thought just floats in the air

I'm not a good talker, so

I'm always a little downcast

I wanted to leave something behind

To keep expressing something, but

I am too helpless to even try to grasp tomorrow

And yet, I am tormented by the loneliness that I breathe every day

I hate myself like this

With all my heart, but I can't take the first step to change it

Blindness

Pain and Madness

Blind Faith

Blend in with daily life

Blindness

Praise for Suffering

What the hell do you want?

What are they protecting when they

Have nothing? It's ridiculous

By the time I realize it

Will it already be too late?

The view is distorted and nauseating

I can't even ride the chain of grief

Unable to find the value of existence

I’m looking for

I am too helpless to even try to grasp guilt and punishment

And yet, I am tormented by the loneliness that I breathe every day

I hate myself like this

With all my heart, but I can't take the first step to change it

It sounded like I could run away, Ah yeah

But that would leave me with nowhere

To go in the end...a corner of the world

I will go on stage believing your voice

Which I feel like this, will release ego

My wounded wings, and my longing that has lost its color long before

It's pathetic, but do you believe me?

Will you admit me even though I am like this?

Tears regain color and sublimate

I want to be able to exist as myself

I'll say goodbye to my lamenting self

With a momentary pain