FCan’t go back
The damage breakdown of trust
Empty bottles hidden around the house
My family is devasted I’m not the same person
Don’t wanna hurt em but I keep cursin’
Worsens the situation when I lack sleep
Havin’ visions I’m out like pigeons
Can’t listen to my wife she wants me home
But when I’m home I feel trapped got slapped by the spirits felt like a slave
Digging’ my own grave I don’t shave
Lookin’like I chop timber in the darkest forest
My axe instead of choppin’ trees chops my chances of recoverin’
Soberin’ thoughts creep at times when I look at the skies to my surprise it is a sign from God but I push those thoughts aside
And slide back down to Rock Bottom
What’s at the bottom nothin’
I’m actin’ crazy kinda crazy kinda crazy loco
I’m actin’ crazy kinda crazy kinda crazy don’t know
I don’t know where should I go
The only way to go seems to be down below
I’m actin’ crazy kinda crazy kinda crazy loco
I’m actin’ crazy kinda crazy kinda crazy don’t know
I don’t know where should I go
The only way to go seems to be down below
I’m an empty shell in a deep well I’m buggin’
An empty well no rope to climb back up
To a good life with my kids they’re fed up
Can’t look up keep my head up
I look much older wrinkles on my face
Wilidin’ like Blue Face
Don’t wanna serve time but I’m irrational
Doin’ wrong knowin’ I shouldn’t
I’m not in control of my self
Too proud to ask for help
Unpredictable behavior I need a savior
Something greater inner world’s bubblin’ busslin’ like on a freeway
But I ain’t free in no way
Stable lovin’ home environment is now tense
Chaotic
Disapointment of my children
Sirens kills the violence
They’re comin’ for me I lost my balance
Physical emotional toll is evident
Night of the livin’ baseheads P.E style
Cops bust in the door with flashlights
My baby girls cries she doesn’t recognize
Her father
I’m no longer a dear father
Russian roulette like Dear Hunter in Vietnam starrin’ Deniro directed by Mike Cimino
My mental is gone too far can’t turn back
I’m actin’ crazy kinda crazy kinda crazy loco
I’m actin’ crazy kinda crazy kinda crazy don’t know
I don’t know where should I go
The only way to go seems to be down below
I’m actin’ crazy kinda crazy kinda crazy loco
I’m actin’ crazy kinda crazy kinda crazy don’t know
I don’t know where should I go
The only way to go seems to be down below
- Lyricist
MBanja Ritchy
- Composer
MBanja Ritchy
- Producer
GoroTakayama
- Remixer
MBanja Ritchy
- Mixing Engineer
GoroTakayama
- Mastering Engineer
GoroTakayama
- Background Vocals
Ray
- Rap
MBanja Ritchy
Listen to AL KA HO LIK (Mbanja Remix) by MBanja Ritchy
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AL KA HO LIK
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Playing with Your Life
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AL KA HO LIK (Drunken dizzy Remix)
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Playing with Your Life (Bad mourning Remix)
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AL KA HO LIK (Mbanja Remix)
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Playing with Your Life (Mbanja Remix)
MBanja Ritchy
In his latest EP title song, "AL KA HO LIK," Mbanja Ritchy delves into a universally relatable topic that resonates with people from all walks of life, whether rich or poor. While the world grapples with major issues like wars and viruses, we often overlook the more pervasive challenges that impact a significant portion of society, such as drugs, alcohol, and everyday food choices. These issues are frequently brushed aside in the media, yet they have far-reaching consequences. In "Playing with Your Life," the focus is on how we, as human beings, are once again enticed into situations we do not fully comprehend. History repeats itself, and we find ourselves mere pawns in a game where we lack control if we navigate blindly. Despite our belief in fighting for noble causes, we often find ourselves in conflict with one another. The true adversary may lie within us if we succumb to laziness and blindly follow paths without questioning their origins. While we dedicate ourselves to our professions, we neglect to educate ourselves about the realities of life. Upon awakening, individuals are presented with a new journey, filled with promise akin to a rebirth in this lifetime. It offers another opportunity for personal growth and the enhancement of the world around us.
Artist Profile
MBanja Ritchy
Mbanja Ritchy(aka B-Bandj) is a trilingual rapper/beat maker who speaks English, French and Japanese. He was the front man for Mondo Grosso, an international group well known for being the first major international "Jazz Funk"band in Japan(first album release:Mondo Grosso,self-titled, 1993.).This major record release led to a European tour(including the "Cannes Music Festival in France)and a concert in New York City at the Supper Club (with jazz greats such as Brandford Marsalis).Mondo Grosso has been among the most acclaimed Acid Jazz groups in the world. Their last album with the entire band("Born Free")certified Shinichi Osawa's position(the group's leader)as one of the most successful music producers in Japan. Mbanja Ritchy graduated from Mondo Grosso in 1996 to pursue a Hip Hop career. He has then released 3 solo self-produced albums:The first one being "Breaking Barriers". He is still currently an emcee with Mili("Naked Artz")for Fu-Ten,known for being the most popular Hip Hop band in Japan. Fu-Ten sent shock waves throughout the music industry in Japan with their first album"Music is Expression"(live showcases included a drummer and a Dj)and hundreds of live performances. His first single as Mbanja Ritchy is "Stay the course"(-2021-Music by Goro Takayama featuring Dj Shark/West Japan DMC championship winner). Mbanja Ritchy(Aka B-Bandj) Featuring Highlights: Ken Hirai"Hotel Vampire" "Memories of Matsuko"(Kiraware Matsuko) Toshinori Kondo"Just Damage" Monday Michiru"Rainy Daze" SKE 48 "Frustration" Yoshika "One Day" Akiko(Jazz) "Mood Swings" *JUA "Magnet" *JUA known for being a rap battle finalist(in Rap Star"and"Kokosei Rappu Senshuken)is Mbanja Ritchy's son.
MBanja Ritchyの他のリリース
five Love Production
