

この鉄格子の隙間からじゃ
空には飛んでいけないね
無情に昇る日を眺めて
独り言溶かした
あとこの一歩踏み出せたら
嫌なこと全部吹っ飛ばして
笑えるなんて思ってしまった
あの日から変われなかった
冷たい風に吹かれて
電線がふらふら揺れている
そんな景色を眺めて
悴んだ手でタバコを掴む
こんな火じゃ暖かくないのに
These are my silent apologies
望まぬ最期を多くの命が迎えた冬
性懲りも無く死に憧れてる
僕は酷く勝手で傲慢だ
理由も意味も見つけられないまま 繰り返す夜
どうしようもなく締め付けられてる
誰かを傷つけた罰だ
この鉄格子の隙間からじゃ
空には飛んでいけないね
無情に過ぎる日々の中で
何もかも溶けていった
あとこの一歩踏み出せたら
嫌なこと全部吹っ飛ばして
あなたを泣かせてしまうなんて
あの頃は思い付かなかった
才能も気力も無いくせに悔しくなって
姿の見えない誰かを羨む
僕はなんて怠惰で強欲だ
理由も意味も見つけられないまま 寒さに耐える夜
どうしようもなく涙が出てくる
小さな僕を裏切った罰だ
“This could be the end,”
“This could be the last,”
How many times did I pray for that?
Crumbled hopes thrown in the trash
I don’t wanna think ’bout anything
Just run away, no end, no meaning
Wrapped in numb and calm
—what am I shielding from?
自ら選んだはずなのに虚しくなって
今日も眩しい誰かを羨む
感情さえも捨てたかった
理由も意味も見つけられないまま 寒さに耐える夜
どうしようもなく涙が出てくる
きっとあなたを裏切った罰だ
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Silent Apologies
sammy. /REVERSIES
A quiet atonement for the lingering urge to disappear - and the will to keep moving forward despite it.
"Silent Apologies," the latest single by non-binary alternative artist sammy. /REVERSIES, is a dark, introspective alt-rock ballad that gives voice to the unspeakable apologies buried deep inside.
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- About the Song -
Opening with a delicate guitar arpeggio and whispered vocals, "Silent Apologies" slowly builds into a raw outburst of sound-distorted yet intimate.
From the gritty resonance of real amplifier-recorded guitars to the stripped-down drums and an almost aching vocal delivery, the track immerses the listener in the memory of emotional pain.
The grunge- and emo-influenced arrangement that intensifies in the latter half pays tribute to 90s rock and today's indie-emo scene, while staying rooted in sammy.s unique aesthetic-where pain and tenderness quietly coexist.
The bilingual lyrics weave between English and Japanese, capturing a loop of emotions: loss, regret, unmet feelings, guilt, and the longing for forgiveness.
A key moment comes in the English lines:
"Just run away, no end, no meaning / Wrapped in numb and calm-what am I shielding from?
-a haunting reflection of the mind's quiet collapse and emotional detachment.
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About the Artist
sammy. /REVERSIES is a one-person DIY alternative rock project that writes, records, and mixes everything alone-fueled by personal struggles with bipolar disorder and a deep empathy for the misunderstood and overlooked.
Describing the project as a "one-person DIY alternative rock band (maybe?)", sammy. brings an emotional rawness and genre-defying blend of grunge, emo, and J-pop influences.
In terms of production, the sonic quality of this new track rivals today's international indie scene, delivering what could be described as "a silent scream" made audible.
This marks a major evolution in both sammy.'s songwriting and production style, pointing toward a full album release in the near future.
Artist Profile
sammy. /REVERSIES
sammy. /REVERSIES presents a unique style as a "one-person alternative rock band (?)" rooted in grunge and alternative rock. While heavily influenced by Western music genres like punk, emo, and Rock'n'roll, the music also pays respect to diverse styles such as J-Rock and VOCALOID. Despite living with bipolar disorder, he officially launched his music career in 2024. He is open about being non-binary, and many of his songs carry messages that resonate with the LGBTQA+ community, minorities, and those experiencing emotional pain. These tracks often scream out in solidarity, sharing the listener's pain. By incorporating both Japanese and English lyrics, "sammy. /REVERSIES" creates music that reaches audiences both in Japan and abroad.
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