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Silent Apologies

sammy. /REVERSIES

この鉄格子の隙間からじゃ

空には飛んでいけないね

無情に昇る日を眺めて

独り言溶かした

あとこの一歩踏み出せたら

嫌なこと全部吹っ飛ばして

笑えるなんて思ってしまった

あの日から変われなかった

冷たい風に吹かれて

電線がふらふら揺れている

そんな景色を眺めて

悴んだ手でタバコを掴む

こんな火じゃ暖かくないのに

These are my silent apologies

望まぬ最期を多くの命が迎えた冬

性懲りも無く死に憧れてる

僕は酷く勝手で傲慢だ

理由も意味も見つけられないまま 繰り返す夜

どうしようもなく締め付けられてる

誰かを傷つけた罰だ

この鉄格子の隙間からじゃ

空には飛んでいけないね

無情に過ぎる日々の中で

何もかも溶けていった

あとこの一歩踏み出せたら

嫌なこと全部吹っ飛ばして

あなたを泣かせてしまうなんて

あの頃は思い付かなかった

才能も気力も無いくせに悔しくなって

姿の見えない誰かを羨む

僕はなんて怠惰で強欲だ

理由も意味も見つけられないまま 寒さに耐える夜

どうしようもなく涙が出てくる

小さな僕を裏切った罰だ

“This could be the end,”

“This could be the last,”

How many times did I pray for that?

Crumbled hopes thrown in the trash

I don’t wanna think ’bout anything

Just run away, no end, no meaning

Wrapped in numb and calm

—what am I shielding from?

自ら選んだはずなのに虚しくなって

今日も眩しい誰かを羨む

感情さえも捨てたかった

理由も意味も見つけられないまま 寒さに耐える夜

どうしようもなく涙が出てくる

きっとあなたを裏切った罰だ

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    Silent Apologies

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A quiet atonement for the lingering urge to disappear - and the will to keep moving forward despite it.
"Silent Apologies," the latest single by non-binary alternative artist sammy. /REVERSIES, is a dark, introspective alt-rock ballad that gives voice to the unspeakable apologies buried deep inside.

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- About the Song -

Opening with a delicate guitar arpeggio and whispered vocals, "Silent Apologies" slowly builds into a raw outburst of sound-distorted yet intimate.
From the gritty resonance of real amplifier-recorded guitars to the stripped-down drums and an almost aching vocal delivery, the track immerses the listener in the memory of emotional pain.

The grunge- and emo-influenced arrangement that intensifies in the latter half pays tribute to 90s rock and today's indie-emo scene, while staying rooted in sammy.s unique aesthetic-where pain and tenderness quietly coexist.

The bilingual lyrics weave between English and Japanese, capturing a loop of emotions: loss, regret, unmet feelings, guilt, and the longing for forgiveness.
A key moment comes in the English lines:
"Just run away, no end, no meaning / Wrapped in numb and calm-what am I shielding from?
-a haunting reflection of the mind's quiet collapse and emotional detachment.

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About the Artist

sammy. /REVERSIES is a one-person DIY alternative rock project that writes, records, and mixes everything alone-fueled by personal struggles with bipolar disorder and a deep empathy for the misunderstood and overlooked.
Describing the project as a "one-person DIY alternative rock band (maybe?)", sammy. brings an emotional rawness and genre-defying blend of grunge, emo, and J-pop influences.

In terms of production, the sonic quality of this new track rivals today's international indie scene, delivering what could be described as "a silent scream" made audible.
This marks a major evolution in both sammy.'s songwriting and production style, pointing toward a full album release in the near future.

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